Love begins with you (Mpreg)

Clearing things up

It was a painful feeling to realize that the person I was married to was having an external affair.  I tried to muffle the sobs that were threatening to escape my lips as tears begin to roll down my cheeks.  Was this even real or I have been dreaming? But I knew, this was the reality that I have to face. I tried to be brave to listen to the whole conversation before coming to any conclusion. Internally, I was praying that this shouldn’t be true.

As the conversation went on, I heard Ae snap, “You are invading my private life!!” “But I really love you!” The woman repeated again. “Okay… then answer my question, how long have you known me?” Ae asked. “From the day you joined.” She replied. “That would be only two days. Because I took up the responsibilities from yesterday. And you cannot fall in love with someone so soon.” Ae said. “But I” “I am running out of patience right now. You have invaded my private space and moreover trying to tell me that you love me. I already made it clear that I am married and I have a husband. If you want to hear it more clearly, let me put it like this, ‘I HAVE MARRIED THE MAN I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH’.” Ae spoke cutting her off whatever she wanted to say.

But what he said caught me off guard. He loved me and married me because of love… but I never met him before!! Then how? When? There were so many questions. I could hear sobs coming from downstairs and wanted to rush but held back. “Listen, you trying to act innocent and vulnerable will not help. I am married man and I have a husband, I have a family and I don’t want to get involved in anyone. I think, I had made it clear already. Tomorrow, I’ll talk to the head and transfer you to other department. You should leave now. I have already informed at the office that I wouldn’t be returning and you are actually ruining my time by coming here.” Ae said.

“I am sorry… but my feelings are true…” the woman said. “But I don’t feel anything for you. My heart and soul belongs to my husband and it’s only him whom I would love. You should leave now before I call the guards.” Ae’s voice now turned strict seeing the woman still at the door. Further, there was the sound of door being closed. I took in a deep breathe as I opened the door and walked out. As I was descending the steps, Ae came into view, he was wearing the tank top from earlier that was discarded in the kitchen.

“You took long to wear a t-shirt.” He said stepping closer and then continued, “And that too, in a wrong way.” I looked down to find myself wearing the t-shirt inside out. “Sorry khrab… I’ll change it quickly.” I said as I tried to rush upstairs but Ae grabbed me and held me back. “I’ll help you…” Ae said while trying to pull the t-shirt off. “Ae!! No!” I cried while trying to pull away. “Why?? I have already seen everything?? What’s with just changing?” he asked while holding me and pulling off the t-shirt.

“AE~~~~!!” I complained. “Tell me, what were you thinking.” He demanded. “Nothing khrab….” I replied. “You know you cannot fool me. Tell me now, what were you thinking.” He repeated again. I knew he would eventually squeeze it out of me so I replied in a low tone, “I thought you are having an affair with her.” Am I being silly admitting it? But it’s…. I wanna cry now.

“Ae khrab… I have never loved anyone. And even before marriage, I was only having work on my mind. And when from all the twists and turns, I finally married you, I only expected was love and care from you. It doesn’t matter to me what other’s say, I only know that you are perfect for me. And the thought that you might be loving someone else is hurting like hell. I want you to only love me, to only care for me… I want to be the only one who holds place in your heart. I want you to only look at me and no one else. I don’t want anyone to approach you. Call me selfish because I feel that your time is all mine. I want to be the only one who could stand beside you. I don’t know what else to say but I just want you to know that I love you…. I love only you Ae…” I blurted out without thinking.