Love begins with you (Mpreg)

Breaking walls

Ae's POV:

I could feel things slowly slipping out of my hands and they needed to stop. I can't let Pete go away from me. I have already lost my child and now I don't want to lose him. I decided that I was going to break this silence and make Pete talk about it. Whatever was running through his mind, I needed to know in order to heal him and bring him back to who he really was.

As I returned back home from work, I saw him sitting near the window and starring outside. I sighed while placing the briefcase and suit jacket on the nearby table before I proceeded to greet him. "Good evening love..." I said while sitting down beside him. He turned his head in my direction and nodded. "I'll get you tea..." he said while getting up from the couch. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back to sit. I am not going to allow him to run away from me and the situation anymore.

"We need to talk!" I said in a firm tone. He turned to look at me and all I could see was the cold stare, no emotions. "About?" he asked. "Pete, I know what happened is not right and this shouldn't have happened. I am also hurt for losing our baby but it doesn't mean you have to close up on everything. You are not living anymore. You are just working as a machine. I can't see you like this." I said.

"Our baby??? Did you say our baby?" he asked in accusing tone which caught me completely off guard. After all these days, this was the first time he showed some reaction but it was not something that I expected. "Pete... Love... why ar-" he raised his hand cutting me off mid-sentence.

"How stupid of me to believe you Ae.... How stupid of me to be played like this!! You must be happy after achieving what you wanted. Isn't it? You should be out, celebrating... The baby is gone. You don't have to worry about anything now. There are no more hurdles in your way. Is it enough or you want to kill me too?" he asked. His words were cutting my hearts into pieces. I couldn't even understand from where all this came into his mind and what made him think like this. Why would I even think about hurting my family? Why would I hurt the person whom I love so much? For whom I went to extreme to bring him into my life.

"What are you talking about? Why do you think that I would hurt our baby?" I asked, confused. He may accuse me of anything but not about hurting my own family. There was no way that I would even think about hurting our baby. "You think I am dumb Ae?? I can't see anything? You were not happy with having a child. You didn't want it in first place. You brought me back to the apartment so that you could plan to kill it. So that you could KILL MY BABY!!" he shouted.

I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't... Rather than the accusations, what was hurting more was the fact that he was calling it his baby rather than ours. "ENOUGH!! ENOUGH ALREADY!! I can tolerate anything but not the accusation that I killed our child. I don't know what made you think that way but I definitely cannot hurt my precious family not to mention our child. If I had intended to do so, I would have done it long back. I admit it that I was not prepared for the child and when you asked I just spoke what came to my mind but it doesn't mean that I hate having kids. If that was the case, I wouldn't have even supported you. I had other means too to get rid of the baby if I wanted." I cleared. I wanted to get this cleared for ones and for all. There was no way that I would even plan on killing someone.

"Oh!! Really Ae?? You want me to believe you? Do you think I didn't notice you sneaking into the other room when I was asleep? Do you think I didn't find it suspicious when you were bringing boxes into the house and not letting me see them? Do you think that I was not aware about that you were keeping secrets? And you still want me to believe you? What do you expect from me Ae? And I am well aware about the chances when husband have affairs while their partners are expecting. That's because you don't get what you want? Oh!!! So you are trying to make amends because you couldn't get the heat off? What do you want from me? Should I spread my legs or give you a blowjob or hand job?" his words sounded so vicious... I have never seen him being this blunt. Never expected those words to come from his mouth.