Love begins with you (Mpreg)

Cloud of misconception

I was scared and worried while Tin was fuming in anger. It was clear that those bags were backed by Ae and placed into the living room. My heart was breaking with every step I took in the direction of the room as I didn't expect this to happen so fast. I thought maybe talking it out with the help of Tin and Can would help me deal with the situation, it might help to restore our relationship as it was earlier. And it had been completely my fault for having overthink about everything and even blamed Ae for the things he haven't done. I didn't even consider the pain he had gone through while I lay in the hospital after the miscarriage. After returning back home all I did was to accuse him and blame him for all the things that he didn't even do. I wasn't even aware about the things he had been going through all this while.

I was not aware about his pending work that has been piling up and he didn't have enough time to finish it because he was worrying about me. I was not aware about his fears when he came to know that we lost our first child and I was completely wrecked. I was not aware about how sad and disappointed he was feeling after having lost so many things at one time. He tried to be brave and put on a bright smile on his face every time he came to greet me. Somewhere deep inside I realized, he would have been much better with someone else rather than me.

If God will grant me one wish then I will surely like to go back in time and prevent the things from happening the way it did. I will be more alert and protect my child rather than losing it. I would rather be alert to not be around places that were not crowded or deserted. I would rather be careful about the words I speak which will leave an impact in future.

But what's done is done and there is no remedy for it. I didn't realize the worth of everything I had till the point when I happen to lose it all. I didn't realize the way I was going till the wrong turn appeared. If I have been a little careful and considerate about his feelings, things would have turned out really different way. It's said that words are like arrows, once you release them you cannot undo what you have done.

I was still trying to process what was happening and bring myself to reality when Ae appeared at the top of the stairs carrying another bag of luggage. Seeing the view, Tin almost burst out in anger. "What the hell is wrong with you?" Tin asked angrily. Ae looked a little confused when he saw the presence of Tin inside the house along with me. "I was just packing the luggage." he replied casually.

"I can see that. But don't you feel anything while doing something like this? You married Pete because you loved him. And now, you're just leaving him because of small misunderstandings? I never expected this from you. I never thought that you will take this decision just because of this small issue. I was here to talk to you and try to settle everything. But it looks like you are not in mood to listen or rather you have made-up your mind to leave him." Tin accused.

I was left completely dumbfounded from the attack. For a while I saw Ae open his mouth and then closed it again as if trying to say something but still trying to process what to say. After few moments of silence Ae finally spoke up, "Tin, I don't know what you are exactly talking about. I don't know what made you think that I am planning on leaving Pete. I love Pete and that is not going to change and there is no way that I'm even thinking about divorce. In fact, I have been planning of surprising him. I've ended up my work as quickly as possible and then rushed to book two tickets for Switzerland. I have noticed Pete fancying about this place and thought of surprising him. Since last few days, I have been hell busy in winding up all my work so that I won't have to attend any business related calls when I'm on vacation. Can had been talking about going on vacation and that was the time when I inquired about everything. Since we have been going through a lot of emotional turmoil, I decided it was better to take Pete somewhere where he will feel better. Last night, I almost finished all the work that had been pending and the only thing left was the meeting and it was supposed to be attended today. After I was done with the meeting, I immediately prepared the report and send it to the office. Then, I just confirmed my leave approval before proceeding to get everything ready. I was done packing with the luggage and was about to surprise Pete when he would enter the apartment but then everything was ruined."