Love begins with you (Mpreg)

Explanations and Apologies

I looked at the person besides me who was desperately trying to explain to me why and how he had done everything.  Though he had been wrong in doing what he did but it was because of his doings that I was finally married to him rather than his brother. I wasn’t aware about love but he made me feel it in everything he did. His each action spoke volumes about the love he held for me and about his concerns and worries towards me. There wasn’t a single day when I will doubt about his feelings towards me. With each passing day I felt more and more in love with him. And I knew it to the deepest core of my heart that I will never hate him for what he did.

He still continued to explain to me how and why he did everything even though it was not necessary. While I looked at him he spoke, “My brother agreed to marry you because my father threatened him that he would disown him if he didn’t listen to him. My brother had no other option then giving up and agreeing to everything my father spoke. That was the reason why the marriage was fixed very soon because my father was worried that my brother might call off the wedding anytime. And since your father was hell bent on marrying you with someone he you wouldn't have stepped back at any cost. When I saw both the situations I was well aware what I have to do in order to protect you. Calling off the wedding was a big NO, convincing your father was in vain and making my father see the reality was even the worst scenario. So as the last option I manipulated my brother into running away. I might look evil for what I did but it was only because I wanted to save you.”

“Ae, I don’t think what you did was wrong. In fact, I’m rather happy that you did it. I can’t even imagine what would have happened if I would have been married to your brother. I don’t mean any offense but I don’t think I would have been able to survive if things turned out the wrong way. All this while I dreamed of love, of being loved by the person I’ll be married to, I never expected anything else than that. When your brother ran away from the wedding I was shattered to pieces because I knew it was going to leave a big impact on my life. People will be getting a chance to talk about me. There will be some who would have spread rumors and I can’t even imagine how the news would have been broadcasted by the media. They would have considered me as one of the factors why the groom fled. And above all, my father would have been blaming me all the time and repeatedly telling me that I’m making his  life more miserable.”

“I was actually planning of getting myself killed because there was no more hope left for me. My father already started to blame me and moreover I can see what was going to come. But then everything changed when your parents called my father out informing him that you are ready to marry me. I can see my father’s facial expression change to relieved once and he just ordered me to fix myself up. I still remember passing out at the altar because what happened was more than shocking for me. But I am a little disappointed in you because you didn't let me know that you were going to marry me. Even if I would have had the slightest hint that things were going to change this way I would have happily accepted them unless and until I knew that you were doing everything to protect me.” I replied.

“I’m sorry for that. I never meant to hurt you. But would you have believed me if I would have approached you and asked you to marry me? I have to think everything thoroughly. We haven't met and approaching you out of blues was not an option because you would have considered me as a psychopath and would have ran away. Or you might have approached my parents and will have informed them about me. And that will have ruined everything. Ask yourself, will you have believed some stranger?” he questioned.

He had a point in everything he spoke. He was right, I would have rather ran away instead of listening to him, or the worst scenario as  he said, approaching his parents and informing them about him. Either way I would have actually ruined everything that he would have planned.  He choosing to let the things go as they were was the right decision I would say.