Lost in Paradise

Chapter 12: Gone

I cried writing this Chapter. Literally. Hope you guys enjoy it. Don't hate me me please.

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Ray's p.o.v.

I heard gunshot. I thought I took the bullet. I felt over my body. No blood or nothing. I looked towards Kari and she was laying on the ground with blood coming out of her mouth and back.  

"No! Kari, wake up. Please. Wake up. Don't die on me." I said crying, holding the back of her head up. "Zonnique how could you? You bitch!" I yelled.

"She deserved it. I told you I would hurt her badly. You don't fucking listen Rayan." She said walking away.  

I picked Kari up and put her inside her car. I'd have to come back and get my car later.

30 minutes later...

We arrived at the hospital. I cried for help.  

"Help!!! My girlfriend just got shot!"

"Calm down sir. Just give her to us. She'll be fine."

I couldn't help but cry. I hope I don't lose her. I sat in the waiting room for what felt like hours. Eventually, Asiya came up to the hospital.

"Family of Kari Ruth?"

"Right here!" I said anxiously getting up.

"I have some bad news. You might want to sit down for this one." I slowly sat back down, dreading the bad news.

"The bad news is Kari didn't make it." He said looking at me with sorrow in his eyes. "The bullet hit her left lung. We tried to take it out but it only made it worse. I'm sorry." He said before walking away.

I can't believe it. I lost her. I broke down in tears.

"No. This can't be happening to me." I was just about to ask her to go back on tour with me. I wanted to marry her in the next few years. I had a future planned out for both of us. Now she's gone. I got up to walk out.

"It'll be alright Ray. She's in a better place now, with her mom." Asiya said rubbing my back as we walked of the hospital. I turned to face her and stared into her eyes.

"I just wish she was here. I just want to see her one last time."

"You can't Ray." She said pulling me into a hug. I pulled away slightly and stared into her eyes. I never really looked at Asiya like that but she's beautiful. Her eyes are perfect, green and grey. She's perfect. I leaned in and kissed her. I pulled back fast.

"I'm so sorry Asiya. I didn't mean to do that." I said, rubbing the back of my neck.

"Oh my god. Ray. I-I gotta go. I'll see you back at the condo." Great. We have to live together now. Alone without Kari. I was just vulnerable and I regret it.

I sat on the curb and took my phone out. I sighed before texting my mom to let her know Kari had died.

"RIP Kari. I'm so sorry. I love you and I miss you. My angel. Save a spot next to you up there." I cried once I said that out loud. I couldn't believe the love of my life was gone. Just like that.

Kari's p.o.v.  

in heaven.

I looked around and I was back where I was before. The calm, serene white place. I was floating. I felt more at peace than I did once before. Soon I was looking down at myself in the hospital. I turned to the right and saw Ray in the waiting room, crying. I watched as him and Asiya walked out of the hospital. They stopped and talked then he.... kissed her.