Lost in Paradise

Chapter 7: A Secret, Can You Keep It? Pt. 1

This chapter will explain why Roc acted the way he did towards Kari. So I hope you guys enjoy it and you will no longer be confused by his actions. And there's explicit scenes in this so bear with me. lmfao k bye.

Roc's p.o.v.

7 years ago..

"Chresanto Lorenzo Romelo August. Get in here NOW!" Why does she do this every day? I mopped to see what my mother wanted this time.

"Yes mom?" I walked into her room to see her half naked laying on her bed, playing with herself.

"Come here baby. Make mommy feel good." She said seductively.

I didn't want to but I know if I didn't she would make me sit in the cold, dark attic completely naked for days without food and water. I obeyed her and started to walk towards her. As I stood in front of her, she smirked and stuck two fingers inside of her. Her moan made me sick. I felt like throwing up at the sound of it.

"Get down there and satisfy me boy or to the attic you go." I felt a tear fall onto my cheek as I bent down to "satisfy" my own mother. As I started she yelled at me and told me I wasn't doing it right. I cried silently as she pushed my head further down. I stopped to wipe my face off and she hit me hard across my face, causing my mouth to bleed. I held my cheek and winced in pain. I punched her in her face but instantly regretted it. I ran out of the house, not knowing where I was going. I just ran and ran until......

"Rocccccc." I was soon awaken by my girlfriend Ashley.

Yeah, my girlfriend. I was riding around one night in LA and saw her walking down the street so I had to stop and talk to her. She's nothing compared to Kari but Ashley is beautiful. She's really short but a little taller than Kari, she has long, black, wavy hair to her mid-back, she's got curves in all the right places, and she gives the best head. I call it "fye head". I laughed at the thought of it.

"Why are you laughing? Weren't you just crying?" I froze. Crying? I got embarrassed and got out of my bed. My mom wasn't home yet. My mom? Well I got adopted after the whole incident with my real mom. Now I live with Mrs. Young and her husband Mr. Young. They had three other kids. They have two boys named Trent and Blair. And 1 girl named Harmony, and boy was she hot. And she was hot 7 years ago and still is.

I walked into the bathroom, scratching my neck. I looked in the mirror and noticed a hickey on my neck. I smirked at it remembering what me and Ashley did last night. I don't love this girl but I love what she does to me.

3 months later..

Ray's p.o.v.

I have a secret to tell Kari but I don't know how to tell her. I don't want it to ruin our relationship. We've been together for a year. Today's our 1 year anniversary. I wanted to do something special for her but my secret is eating away at me. I guess tonight I have to tell her. I hope she doesn't overreact. I planned out how to tell her this for months. Tonight is finally the night I get to tell her.

Hey baby. Get dressed. Dress nice. I'll be there to get you in 30 minutes. Love you.

After I texted her, I felt horrible. We were on break from tour and we were in Atlanta just to chill with our girls, all except Roc. He stayed in LA to chill with his new girl, Ashley. She's a super hoe. But I don't think Roc realizes it.

I sat up on my hotel bed and stared at the wall. How am I going to tell Kari about this? I slowly got up and walked to the bathroom. My hair was all over the place and I looked depressed. I started braiding my hair in two braids. I walked towards my closet and got my suit out. I put it on and brushed my teeth all in 10 minutes. 20 more minutes until I pick up my wife to be. Well that's if she forgives me for what I'm going to tell her tonight.