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NO GENDER LESSGOOOOO
* WARNING IF IT TRIGGERS YOU PERSONALLY PLEASE LEAVE *


Y/n POV
" Shit." I mumble while looking at myself in the mirror turning to the side.
I hate my body so much, it's so many stretch marks and the pudge of it is so... Ew.
I frown at myself picking up some of my pudge making it jiggle a bit and sigh more.
I look over at the clothes that I bought that looked good before on me but now seeing it, I changed my mind.

" Love? What's the matter?" I yelp at the voice shocked seeing Kayden's arms around me.
" Nothing's the matter." I say as I turn to him putting on a fake smile.
He rolled his eyes and cupped my cheeks looking deeply into my eyes while tilting his head. He ran his thumbs across my cheeks as he could read every emotion I was feeling.
" You aren't talking bad about yourself again are you love? " he says while giving me a stern look making me shrink internally.
" Of course not. " I say confidently while walking off from him.
I fastly put the clothes away while sitting down on the bed.


Kayden POV
" Of course not." Y/n said confidently while walking away from me.
I looked them up and down feeling suspicious. I mean it's not out of the normal for them to be off like this. I'm just not used to them being this way from when we first met. They were really confident before but then one day they just got extremely insecure. I love Y/n, with all of my heart. It just doesn't make any sense to why it's so bad right now. I want to talk to them and ask them what's wrong but they won't tell me unless I pry it out of them.
" Y/n, the hell happened? Did someone say something to you?" I asked while sitting next to them.
" No-" I cut them off sighing.
" I'm really wanting to help you out alright?" I say grabbing their hands.
" But... Nevermind it's nothing really I promise.." They mumble making me inhale and nod.
" Well I have to go to the store, we're low on everything we have. Wanna come with m-" I was cut off by them jumping up and nodding.
" Well damn-Alright love." I said
" Wanna wear what you bought? I wanna show you off." I say and they hesitate before slowly nodding while smiling.
" Of.... Of course I will!" They said while I left the room.


Y/n POV
" Of.... Of course I will!" I say while watching Kayden leave the room.
I close the door after he leaves and inhale while walking to the mirror.
" Mother of shit why me?" I groan into my hands.
I poke at my pudge and glance over at the low crop top I had.
" Well.... I mean I had confidence before... I don't see why I can't do it again." I say picking it up while looking it over.
I took off my oversized hoodie before putting it on and looking at myself.
" Ha.. Ha... Yeah Hell no." I say throwing it off.
I pick up another crop after another and sigh everytime seeing a new one.
" Damn.. I guess I'll do this one." I mumble to myself looking at myself.
I mean.. It's not that low but you can see most of my stomach. I trace my stretch marks and sigh internally.
Why did I have to gain so much damn weight? I didn't know this would have happened to me. If I could have controlled this I would have. Why does Kayden even love me? He's hella hot and I got picked? Am I a joke to him? Does he just want me for endless sex?"

" Hey.. HHHHEEEYYYY BBBAAAAAABBBBY! LISTEN TO MMMMEEEEEEE! FOR I AM THE GREATEST OF THE GREAT KAYDEN! BOW DOWN FOR I AM THY HERE!" Kayden yelled making me jump up and slap him.
" Ow-" He pouted while looking me up and down.
" Well you look too amazing to go anywhere. " He said running his hands around my body making me roll my eyes feeling a little insecure about myself.
" Can we just go? " I stated looking at the ground and back at him.
" Of... Course? " He mumbled trying to look me in the eye.
I avoided his gaze while fast walking to the car before he got in and drove us to the store.


* Time-skip because he drives fast like my grades drop*


Y/n POV
" Damn look at him." I hear a chick say while looking over at Kayden.
Of course. I mean he's attractive and full of himself. Why wouldn't anyone like him.
I look at him up and down seeing him walk proudly with his head high as a kite.
" Can you remember what we came here for?" He said while looking at me still proud.
" You don't remember why we even came her-" I say but get cut off by the same chick from earlier.
" Excuse me~ are you single?"  I look over at the chick watching her flirt with Kayden.
" Excuse me~ you bitch~ can you move?" she said again making me blink at her.
I look around and point to myself.
" I know you aren't calling me a bitch, you bitch." I say putting my hands on my hips feeling anger rise within me.
" N-Now Y/n we talked about this-" Kayden started but I put my hand over his mouth.
" What-? you called ME? A BITCH? Alright you pig go back to your little farm before I send you ther-" she was cut off by me punching her in the face.
" Kayden we need to leave before I beat this girl's ass. " I say looking at him while he yanks me out the store ignoring her cries for help.



Kayden POV
" Y/n, what was all of that about?" I said while pulling them behind me.
" That bitch was trying to flirt with you? Right in front of me....? I mean did you not notice how she was? Anyone could have seen that she just wanted you for sex." they said pulling their away from my grip.
" I mean.. No? I don't really pay attention to any of th-..." I trail off seeing them tear up trying to not cry.
" Wha-" I try to say while pulling them close while letting them cry into my chest.
" Darling.. What... Alright tell me why you've been acting more off. " I mumble and they look up at me.
" Y-y-you'll l-leave me i-if I s-say it. " They stutter out sniffing with puffy eyes.
" I promise you I won't. Now tell me what's wrong. " I said sternly and they sniff again putting their forehead on my chest.
" The other day.. A group of people called me out for being fat..? I didn't do anything about it but flip them off... I mean I didn't want to wear this crop even though I thought it looked good on me. There's so many people that look at me like I'm disgusting. As if I don't belong on the same planet as them. I only ate because I stressed myself out. " They say and I look at them lost.
" You stressed for what? " I say and they look back at me.
" I was told I was too skinny... So I stress ate to gain a little weight... But I couldn't stop and now I'm called out for being too fat. I was confident and skinny when I met you and now I'm insecure and fa-" I cut them off while hugging them tightly.
" Don't." I said


Y/n POV
" Don't." Kayden said making me pause for a second.
" Don't... What? " I mumble lost while looking at him.
" Don't.. Talk about yourself like that. You are everything I will and ever want Y/n. Don't think so low of yourself. I don't care if your skinny as a stick or if your extremely overweight. I'm loving you the same. If you aren't confident ever again, I'll be your confidence. You're everything to me you know. If someone talks about you again? I'll beat them into the ground. If someone looks at you a weird way again? I'll throw them into a wall and knock them out of their misery. I love you and your body the exact same way. " he said making me have constant tears run down my cheeks.
" But why me? " I mumble as he wipes away my tears.
" Because you're everything I could ever ask for. I want to spend the rest of my life with you someday love. " He says while kissing all over my face making me have happy tears.
" You.. Really mean all of that? " I ask and he nods so fast that he almost breaks his neck.
" I mean everything, I want you and only you. It'll take two forevers to show you how much I love you. " He said making me hug him crying more.
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" I love you"
" I love you more"



ALRIGHT THATSSS IT BYESSSSSSS

ALRIGHT THATSSS IT BYESSSSSSS

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