Changed Me ( Rewritten)

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" I-I'm going to take a shower. Y-You can look around my room or sit on my bed while I'm taking a shower " he says quietly as they enter his room. " Alright. If you need anything I'll be right here " Max says gently. He nods his head before walking over towards his closet.

He grabs a white T-shirt and a pair of gray shorts before walking into the bathroom. Once inside he locks the door, taking a deep breath once he's alone. Let's just take a quick shower, he thinks to himself as he turns on the shower before he gets undressed.

Once the water is hot enough he gets inside of the shower. He has the water so hot that it burns his skin. He wants it to burn. So that it'll clean off all of the disgusting kisses and touches that Aek left on his body.

He harshly rubs at his neck and chest, trying to get himself to feel clean. It doesn't work and he knows it won't. He knows this is going to take time to get over but he can't help it. He was so terrified during it and it felt so disgusting whenever Aek would touch him or kiss him.

When he's been in the shower for around 15 minutes, he turns the water off. There's no point in trying to shower if it's not helping him get rid of the disgust he feels. So he quickly gets out of the shower and dries himself off before getting dressed into the pajamas that he grabbed.

He looks down at himself and notices how his body has a light redness to it from the heat of the water. He takes a deep breath before heading back into the room. Where he finds Max. " I finished " he says quietly, getting Max's attention.

He can see worry fill Max's eyes as he looks at him. " How hot did you have the water " Max asks him gently as he walks over towards him. " I just wanted the disgust to go away. It didn't work though " he says quietly as he leans into Max.

Max holds him against his chest as he gently rubs his head. It brings a comforting feeling to him. He unconsciously moves closer to Max, wanting to feel more of the comfort. " Do you like this " Max gently asks him. " It's comforting " he says quietly. " I'm glad " Max replies quietly.

He looks up towards Max. He finds himself looking at every small detail on Max's face. When he looks at Max's lips, he's reminded of the party. When Max kissed him for the first time after Aek forcefully stole his first kiss. How, when Max kissed him, he forgot about what happened with Aek.

" Can I try something " he quietly whispers, making eye contact with Max. " Of course " Max replies quietly. He grabs ahold of Max's hand before slowly having him hold on to his waist. He never breaks eye contact with Max.

            He takes a deep breath as he holds Max's hand against his waist. " K-Keep your hand on my waist " he quietly says as a light shade of red colors his cheeks. " Alright " Max says gently. So he takes another deep breath before gently pulling Max down to him. " Are you sure " Max asks, quickly figuring out what he wants to do.

            He leans his forehead against Max's forehead. " Back at the party " he quietly starts. " When you kissed me for the first time, after he did. You made me forget " he whispers quietly as he takes a deep breath. He feels Max gently squeeze his waist.

            " What happened today was a lot worse. W-What if I kiss you this time and make you feel worse. I don't want to do that. H-He put you through so much and " Max says quickly. " Babe, listen to me " he says, interrupting Max. When Max becomes quiet, he continues.

            " The most you can do is make me think back to those moments. Even then, you are still here to help me calm down. You're here to protect me " he says gently. " Are you a hundred percent sure you want this " Max asks him. He smiles before caressing Max's cheek. " I'm sure ".

            Max gently pulls him closer before he leans down and kisses him. Max kisses him with so much gentleness. He wraps his arms around Max's neck, pulling him as close as he can. It's just as he thought, Max kissing him makes him feel better.

            When Aek had kissed him it was rough and quick. With Max it's the complete opposite. Max kisses him with gentleness and he can feel his love for him through the kiss. And then there's Max's hand on his waist. When Aek had touched him, it was rushed and quick. When Max is touching his waist, he gently squeezes it as he rubs circles on to his waist.

            When Max pulls away he quietly asks " Do you want me to kiss your neck as well ". He takes a deep breath before quietly saying " P-Please ". Max leans down and starts to kiss his neck. He is not disgusted by the feeling of Max's lips on his neck. It does not make him want to throw up.

            Instead, Max makes his heartbeat quicken as well as gives him butterflies in his stomach. He enjoys the feeling. No, he loves the feeling of Max kissing his neck. So much so that he unconsciously tilts his head to the side, giving Max more access to his neck.

            When Max stops kissing him and leans back up, he pulls him into a hug. He doesn't feel the disgusting feeling he did after Aek kissed and touched him. Instead, he feels the lingering feelings of Max kissing him and his neck.

            " How do you feel " Max asks him as he gently rubs his head. " Better. I don't feel disgusted. You helped me " he says quietly. " Good, I'm glad " Max says gently as they fall into a peaceful silence. They both don't say anything, just enjoying the presence of each other.

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