Just a collection of my piling up imagine, HC, and one shots within the MCU. I might create another collection for multifandoms but for now, enjoy this one!
#6 on Jake Lockley Tag 12/9/2023 💜
#3 on Khonshu tag 12/23/2023 💜
Today seemed like the longest day of your life yet you couldn't remember what you did. You knew you woke up and checked your phone to see if anyone had sent you any messages but then you saw the date. Then everything else flew out the window. You got up, and attempted to brush your teeth but who were you kidding? You looked at yourself in the mirror, that same look that you had four years ago when you found out about their passing came back. You placed your toothbrush down. You attempted to take a shower but it was too draining to take off your clothing. You sighed and walked back to your bedroom within the avenger's compound. You tucked yourself back in bed and placed your headphones in. You allowed the Spotify playlist you had made for them to play on shuffle, as you attempted to sleep. A few tears were gliding down your cheeks, you didn't wipe them away, you closed your eyes and the music lulled you into sleep. What seemed like a few minutes of taking a nap, was evening time. Right about now Tony was most likely having dinner with Pepper or with the rest of the Avengers. You sat up and checked your phone. A few missed calls and text messages but you locked your phone again. You didn't want to speak to anyone. You sat up in the darkness and stared out through the window. You watched as the world continued with their lives, not knowing what everyone else was going through. Your eyes began to sting again, today wasn't just another day for you. Four years ago, you had lost them. But your life had continued. You sighed, and you were going to take some meds to go back to bed until you felt a little tingling sensation. You knew it was Wanda knocking on your cranium "Yes?" You asked calmly, "Hey, I just wanted to know if you were coming down to join us for dinner. Vision, Peter, and Thor wanted to come and knock on your door but Tony, Bucky, Steve, Nat, Bruce, Loki and I agreed it would be best not to. Are you okay?" Wanda explained. You opened your eyes and closed them back again to concentrate "I am not okay, thank you for respecting my privacy. You guys can leave my food outside of my door or I'll eat it tomorrow". You then heard Wanda snicker "Yeah I don't think Nat is going to let that slide Y/N" you laughed "I know." "We're going over to your room, Just Nat and I. Okay?" "Okay". You agreed. You opened your eyes and composed yourself a bit. But you kept your hoodie on, and you surely knew your eyes were puffy. You didn't have enough time to cover it up until you heard the door knock "Come in!" Your strained voice said. Natasha opened the door, with a warm plate of food in her hand, meanwhile, Wanda was behind her with her favorite cup of stars. You smiled "Thank you". You took the plate out of Nat's hands and placed it on your vanity. You sat back down, as Nat stood in front of you. Wanda shut the door softly. "Do you want to talk about it?" Natasha asked, you shrugged your shoulders playing with the strings of your hoodie "Do you want an îmbrăţişare?" Wanda asked in her native tongue, your eyes quickly pooled with the waterworks and you shook your head quickly Nat and Wanda rushed to your side and held you tightly on both sides. Wanda was to your left and Nat was to your right. Your sobs became auditable, you couldn't contain them anymore "Shhh" Wanda rubbed your back, reminding you that you weren't alone. "It is not fair. They have been gone from this planet for four years, and everyone just gets to live their lives so normally. I wish today wasn't that day, I wish today was just another date but it's not." Nat nodded agreeing with you "How do I go back to living normally? How do I not cry every year if this month? I just can't do it anymore. I want them back. I hate being this weak". You cried out as Natasha and Wanda held you, making sure you wouldn't slip off of the edge of the back. Natasha pulled you a bit up to the bed, and cupped your face "It's not an easy task. It's hard to move on but you don't have to. You can live day by day, at least for them. You tried your best today. You aren't weak, Y/N. You are so strong for letting it out. it's okay Y/N". Natasha said as she kissed your forehead. Wanda kneeled in front of you and she said "Sometimes, or most of the time I miss my brother Pietro and there is no one else I wish I could talk to about his death other than with him. But I have to remind myself, that he is with me no matter what. I may not feel him but I know he's here with me. Just like they're here with you Y/N". Wanda reassured you, you nodded your head as she tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear. "Would you like us to stay here with you? We can cuddle and maybe watch a film?" You sniffled as you said "Can we please? I don't want to be a bother". Wanda frowned "You never are, come on. Let's get comfortable with Nat, Y/N". Wanda said as she grabbed the remote of your tv. Natasha laid back on your pillows, and pulled you close to her. Wanda choose to play "The Little Mermaid" for you. She started the film, and you nestled between the two girls. Being the little spoon to Wanda meanwhile, Natasha had an arm around you two. Slowly but surely the film began to make you sleepy and soon enough the three of you were safely asleep. Warm, and safe. Today might have been a hard day but tomorrow would be better.
