Just a collection of my piling up imagine, HC, and one shots within the MCU. I might create another collection for multifandoms but for now, enjoy this one!
#6 on Jake Lockley Tag 12/9/2023 💜
#3 on Khonshu tag 12/23/2023 💜
Summary: Steven decides to take you out shopping for your guys' upcoming anniversary dinner. But what happens when a kind gesture goes south?
Warning tags: slight Vestiphobia, body dysmorphia, slight symptoms of a panic attack, angst and fluff.
WC: 1k
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"Are you sure this isn't too much Steven?" You said worryingly, since not only was he taking you to a beautiful 5 star restaurant but now he also wanted to treat you to a new look.
Not that you didn't have any lovely outfits back at the flat with Steven (Marc & Jake as well) but Steven wanted to absolutely shower you in affection in so many different ways.
Steven sat on one of the waiting chairs near the dressing rooms,
"Nonsense darling, go try on the items for us and see how they look. Even though you always look delicious".
You giggled at his comment, and began to walk into the dressing room.
But before you could fully enter, Steven quickly pulled you back to him and kissed your lips.
You smiled into the kiss as Steven says "I will never get enough of you."
"Steven Grant, you either allow me to go try on clothing or else we'll just have to go home and undress instead." You pretended to lecture him.
Steven quickly said "No! No no, go try on the clothing. I'll wait here for you".
You winked at him, and walked into the dressing room
"No peeking Mr. Grant". You warned him with a smirk, but he grinned wildly as he said
"I cannot keep any promises but I'll do my best".
You shook your head and laughed as you closed the curtain. Where would you be without your boys?
You smiled at the thought of being one full year with them, it's been the happiest time you've ever been in a relationship.
It wasn't a fairytale story either, you guys had your ups and downs but you two always found a way to find an equal ground.
As you slipped on the shimmering white top, You began to imagine how the date was going to go.
The next set of the outfit was next.
You placed one leg through it, and then the next. Until you slowly started to feel the material beginning to stick to your skin.
Uh-oh....
You breathed in and out, and tugged once more. But your body was not cooperating.
You looked down at the size number, wondering if you had gotten the wrong size?
Nope, it was your size indeed and it wasn't fitting you.
The dressing room began to feel small, as if the mirrors were multiplying your reflection, and the walls were caving you in.
When did the room become so small or when did you get so big? Should you have gone on a diet again? Were you enjoying food a little too much? Was it the late night snacks?
Slowly your mind began to cloud your vision, and you slipped down to the floor. Your hands began to shake and everything felt too close yet too far.
What seems like a long time, Steven approaches your dressing room.
"Everything alright luv? Do you want me to help you to zip something up? Or perhaps down?" Steven said cheekily.
You couldn't speak, you felt your throat tighten and your heart thumping against your chest.
"I bet you look gorge- Y/N? Baby? What's wrong?" Steven's demeanor changed once he opened the curtain and saw you crawled up against the wall.
You had not realized that you were holding your knees together, and you couldn't feel your face. You almost forgot that Steven was even here with you.
You looked up at him with stained cheeks and a stuffy nose.
"Oh Steven, I'm so sorry. I just-" but the rest of the words failed to come out of your mouth.
Steven rushed towards you and brought you into his arms.
You wrapped your arms around him, and held tightly onto him like a security blanket.
"Shh, shh. I'm right here. Alright? Talk to me slowly if you can or do you want to practice breathing exercises?" Steven reassured you with options.
You slowly tapped his shoulder twice, telling him that breathing exercises first.
Steven understood you since the two of you had built this strong line of communication skills.
The both of you began to breathe in and out ten times, slowly.
After the tenth time, Steven slightly pulled away and asked calmly.
"Now tell me what happened. What's bothering you?"
You easily said "Me".
But Steven didn't quite understand. You groaned with frustration as you explained in one go.
"What is bothering me, is myself. Steven Grant. I can't deal with it. My love handles. My thick thighs. My round belly. Things not fitting the way that they're supposed to. Not being considered normal in this damn society. I just- I cannot deal with myself!"
You yelled out at the end, but Steven knew you weren't yelling at him. He knew that clearly and held your hand in his.
Steven began to speak softly but confidently,
" You have the most beautiful and strongest body we have ever seen. Your body keeps you moving and going about life. You are enough no matter what size you are. And lastly, you are also allowed to have bad days and good days; Marc, Jake and I are glad to be there for those days".
Steven reassured you, but you still felt slightly guilty.
You had tears at the corners of your eyes as you asked
"Are you sure? I don't want to annoy you with my body issues or the fact that I can't keep myself in check Steven"
Steven shook his head and tsk at you.
Steven held out his hand, and lifted you up. He held your back against his chest as he placed his hands on each side of your hips.
"Look at you, beautifully enchanting and all of this is mine". He slowly growled in your ear.
You bit your inner cheek, and shook your head. Trying not to blush.
"Honestly, if there weren't any laws in this world. I'd gladly have you naked all the time". Steven said bravely, your cheeks burned with heat.
"Steven! Someone might hear you darling." You told him, embarrassed that someone might be eavesdropping.
But Steven could care less.
"It's true! I don't care who tunes into our conversation. You know we absolutely love you right?" Steven sweetly added in at the end.
You turned around and admired his dazzling shiny eyes.
You slowly leaned in to tenderly kiss his cheek as Steven sighed at the softness of your lips upon his skin.
He truly treasured every single body part of yours.
As you pulled away with a huge smile on your face, you said "And I love you more my Knight."
