I deserve it

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I feel lost right now,
I'm where I want to be and I've waited so long to become it,
And now that I've got it,
Other things ain't going right in my life,
I've realised what I deserve I'm not getting,
What I need I'm not getting,
So after asking time after time and not getting anything back,
I'm going to let go.
There's no change,
And he said there won't ever be a change and to either accept it or move on,
So I am moving on.
4 years meant nothing.
4 years and I couldn't ever get posted,
I think there's something wrong with me because his more than willing to post anything else just not me.
It's time to let go and be free.

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