Thoughts and emotions are wracking up my brain,
I can't seem to find the switch to diffuse before the timer runs out in my beating chest,
They say to let you go and to get you out my brain and my heart,
But that's a sin to me because you are my love,
I'd be lying to myself and to the one above,
I feel sick in my core that I'm finding it hard to even eat one meal when I used to eat 3,
It's becoming a routine,
Wake up drink water go work come home pretend to eat and go sleep,
Sleep doesn't even exist because I'm having nightmares that I can't find you,
If I can't find you I'm lost on this great big world,
With no hope,
With no smile,
With no life to live even though there's life all around me,
See I feel like I'm being selfish,
Asking for you to stick around,
I'm scared and I feel sick yet I am waiting... I don't even know what for.
I've waited 5 years and nothing changed. We were just getting stronger and life went down hill.
Was this what we needed?
Is this what makes us or breaks us?
Was this what our road was going to lead us on?
I know 60 years on I will still hold my head up high and say I love you.
Please save me,
One day when you are ready.
