The pressure hit me,
I came home and broke down,
I've been doing everything I've ever known all by myself,
Never asking for help and making it this far,
I broke down because the pressure of everything swarming around my head got to me,
I've never once broken down the way I did,
For the first time ever I felt so small in the whole world,
I felt every emotion swarm around me,
I felt every wave hit me roll after roll,
Getting old has its advantages yet the world really dictated how I felt so alone for the first time ever,
I came up to this point with no help,
But I called out for help because I needed it,
And the purpose of this note,
Is for others like myself,
Ask for help,
You are not alone and sometimes the pressure really hits you unlike nothing you've been hit before.
