For the first time in a week, I had some good sleep,
I locked my door from the thoughts of the what-ifs,
To be quite honest with you, I've been scared for the past week,
If he goes through my door when I'm ill and vulnerable to break me down, how would I save myself?
When she comes and lurks on top of me whilst I sleep, what is she thinking about?
If they do anything to me, would I be able to fight it?
If they caught me red-handed, how would they react again?
No rest,
No sleep,
Just an endless amount of what ifs.
