Desire • Avian Journal 1

Week 1

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Before this dates: dreams with wings, phantom wings some days at different hours.

January 15(Sunday): trouble sleeping, phantom limbs, I don't feel any pain, I think I had an auditory hallucination(not related but stills unusual), dreams this day were remembered.

January 16(Monday): some back pain, tickle feeling, more pain in the back, phantom wings/limbs

January 17(Tuesday): some back pain, phantom limbs/wings, trouble sleeping

January 18(Wednesday): trouble sleeping, phantom wings, more pain again.

January 19(Thursday): phantom wings, burning pain, again waking up in the middle of the night

January 20(Friday): again the trouble with the sleep but maybe it's because of all the work the teachers had been putting this last 2 weeks. Some pain, again phantom wings, I been making more animals sounds (like dog barking, cat sounds, eagle scream, and an attempt of pigeon "prrrr") maybe it's not related but stills fun do that but it's fun do that.

Summary of the week: phantom wings being always here, I don't think I have any physical changes because it's too soon and for now there's only mental changes, I been remembering a lot of my dreams thanks to waking up between 3-4 am (I wake up almost at 5 am for school), a lot of imitating animals as Stimming, specially in January 20.

Status: Only mental changes for now are been happening

Going to use the avian subliminals from @ susakuliminals in YouTube and use the 2 weeks to 1 month recommendation of is first of 4 avian subliminals. During the time I will be updating different things so you guys don't get bored of me writing the same shit. For the lazy people here's the video.

Also, if someone wants to make a flock we can chat in wattpad because I want to leave my discord private for now. Maybe one day I will share it, but for now no.
Have a great day birdies.