October 6
Heavy phantom wings I have been feeling them in my back, this time not following the movement of my arms, just there, like an actual part of my body
Had bird brain for hours ("oh shiny", "I need nest", "bed it's not enough I need make a nest" "*random sounds*" "*stimming with phantom wings*" that type of things )
October 10
I was having pain in my shoulderblades
October 13
Heavy phantom wings, I accidentally closed the drawer on my towel (I was using it to avoid my clothes getting wet because I had a shower) and I swear it hurt 😭
[Not related]So, finally after weeks the pain from my fall it's disappearing almost completely, I'm getting a weighted blanket.
October 14
Idk why but I just feel my back different.
Currently it's been come cold since well, it's not longer summer.
So my brain it's been like "I need more heat in my body" and complaining how useful would be if I just have feathers in different parts of my body just to ensure a more comfortable temperature.
October 17
I checked my back, if I'm like, in a normal position I can't feel anything, but if I move my arm a bit I think I can feel something
On mind updates I keep having a creature brain and feeling like doing not human things, which tos not good since I'm near exams again and I'm already with like 3 projects
October 20
I got some pain today
I'm trying to use that method were you use current body mass to help wings to grow a bit faster.
October 29
STRONG phantom limbs
November 4
Back pain
I feel so fucking hungry and I have a bad time to know I'm hungryyy
November 9-11
In general back pain,
I been feeling more hungry
and
much more tired
November 15
My back, well, more specifically, my shoulderblades keep hurting.
I been having pain non stop this past days
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Sorry for slow updates, there's no much interesting things for now
Remember drink water and eat
Oh, and sleep
I feel drained currently for no much reason, sorry.
Have a nice day, I'm proud of you.
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From the river to the sea Palestine will be free
This is not a war, its a genocide.
-VoidKid
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Desire • Avian Journal 1
SpiritualHello, hope you enjoy the reading of my experiences and investigations I'm a kid, maybe I will grown up of this, maybe I will not, but please respect my beliefs.
