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February 16
Okey, I feel something, I mean like, I was normally when suddenly I feel a phantom wings, but, this time i actually feel it, like, I feel it moving, not just, there, like a reflex, it makes me so happy for some reason, I feel my wings moving, it makes me feel alive for some reason, all of this happened meanwhile I was normally hearing music (some time later after hearing subliminals)
February 20
I don't know if my back hurts because of wings growing or its my bad posture, I been like a shrimp 🦐
Not related but, a friend's invited me to go outside this Friday.
February 22
Damn I was feeling some light stabbing pain in a zone, not in shoulder blades, more in my lower back, I'm feeling extremely uncomfortable using my backpack normally, so I'm using it to the front
February 24
Even if I forget accidentally heard the audio I still having symptoms or again it's my bad posture.
I already have a bit of idea of how the anatomy should be to the wings no interfere with my arms, I may start exercising because bro I know I'm weak and I can't run for more of 5 minutes without getting tired 💀
Okey, maybe I can't fix rn about the running thing but I think I can do other exercises, and maybe to future it can help :')
I been having a lot of phantom wings, since morning to sleep, it feels suffocating use some clothes, sometimes I can feel my phantom wings move, like not like a ghostly thing, like if it actually moved something. Im feeling motivated today, i'm feeling pretty, I'm just feeling correct today. I hope I could feel like that everyday.
I feel as correct like in dreams
February 27
Holy shit I had a really bad time sleeping this time, like, I know when I'm nervous about something the next day I have trouble sleeping bit this thing was worse. Backs hurts a bit, it's not a painful stabbing pain, it just like a discomfort that will not disappear.
[4:45 am]
Also I been hearing a horns subliminal, like, sheep type ones, still, I'm focusing in the wings subliminals.
I don't know if affects but I'm starting to not feel human again.
Fucking shit got big pain, again I don't know if it's because of my bad posture or its the wings, but I will think it's related to the wings because for me it's rare feel pain even if im like a shrimp 24/7
Have a great day birdies, got give up, drink water and eat please.
I love you /p
Until next time
-VoidKid
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Desire • Avian Journal 1
SpiritualHello, hope you enjoy the reading of my experiences and investigations I'm a kid, maybe I will grown up of this, maybe I will not, but please respect my beliefs.
