February 5: phantom wings, no really pain.
I can feel how my wings are on my back, I feel them, small, not for flying how they feel "hiding" in my clothes, I like it. I wish they were really thereFebruary 9: more vivid phantom wings, tickles in my back.
Everyday my phantom wings get more vivid, it when from like a ghostly feeling, not really being able to "interact" with something, and now I can feel my wings struggling in my clothes, I can feel them touch my skin because my normal clothes doest provide the space they need to move, I want to fly so bad, I want to feel the wind in my face, I wan to see everything from high above, I want to feel free, I want to feel good with myself.
February 15:
Even with this about my phantom wings, it doesn't feel real at all, I can feel the pressure, I can feel the "heat" of the limbs, but, I can't feel them moving, i can't feel how it moves, and by that it makes them feel, unreal, I can feel anything, but not the movement, I can't feel the structure, but I can feel them there, it's strange, they feel so real but at the same time so false, it's confusing.Btw I'm making some long chapters about investigations of herbology and Biokinesis, so that's why I haven't updated, I want to get to 1000 words at least for that type of chapters, I hope y'all Valentine's Day was good, and I hope your day it's good, or at least decent :')
Remember drink water and rest, I'm proud of all of you birdies :D(Idk I just feel comfortable calling y'all reading this Birdie)
See you later
-VoidKid
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Desire • Avian Journal 1
SpiritualHello, hope you enjoy the reading of my experiences and investigations I'm a kid, maybe I will grown up of this, maybe I will not, but please respect my beliefs.