I Forgot How To Believe

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"I'm sitting here in question,
And I'm searching to relieve,
Cause' day and night I'm fading,
I've forgot how to believe.

And the things I used to look up on,
Are fading day by day.
The people, stories, dreams, they all,
Went off on their way.

And all that makes me whole,
Can't be seen, just felt.
So they start to fade away together,
As I watch my meaning melt.

Oh how can I trust?
Things that one can only feel?
My heart and mind are numb,
I'm just not sure what's real.

If my dreams feel far more wholesome,
And my life one pointless day.
I'm losing faith, if fake is real,
And real would fade away.

Sometimes I wonder.
If all we ever knew was wrong.
World full of lost people,
Just Looking to belong.

Taunting thoughts, we'll never know,
So clueless, scared, that we deceive,
But sitting here alone in my mind
I forgot how to believe.."

-Arabella Katt (xCaptainCl3mentinex)

》2020

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