Love Everlasting {Helsa}

"Home"

~ELSA~

My heart... it's something that's kept me strong, it's the one thing that has given me the ability to live. Now? It's completely gone, I can't feel anything anymore. For the first time in forever, my heart didn't seem so cold... It felt... as though I have no heart at all. After Kai had told me the ship had already sailed, I nodded without saying a word and retreated to my room. I couldn't speak, I couldn't think, and I definitely couldn't believe he was gone. He hadn't even said goodbye. But how could he? He was locked up.

I couldn't bear to think of them dragging him, kicking and screaming... He didn't want to leave, he told me he wouldn't leave. He.. he left. He left me again and I will never see him again.

"Hey Elsa, wanna go out... You ok?" I just stare at my feet, I don't want to look up. I don't want to do anything...

"I'm fine..." Liar. "No Anna, I don't want to go anywhere."

"OHHHHHH you old grumpy pants! What's the matter, it's not like you could lock me out again."

I know Anna didn't mean to be shady... but that was rude. I must have given her an ugly look.

"Too soon?" I giggle.

"No... I just... I don't know... I don't feel like doing anything. That's all."

"OH COME ON! The towns having this light show tonight! It's going to be sooooooo pretty! ELSA PLEASE I CAN'T BE IN THIS CASTLE ONE MORE MINUTE!" I had to cover my ears, she was screaming so loud.

"Just tell Kristoff to take you, I'm busy!" I just really wanted to be alone.

"He can't! He's on another trip!"

"Then tell Kai" With that Anna steps back in shock.

"Ok, why don't you wanna hang out with me? Are you sick? Am I annoying? Do I smell...?"

"Anna..." I shake my head.

"Because if I stink its Olafs fault, he spilled this drink on me and Lord knows what horrid things he put in there and I'm just so bored and..." Anna stops. "Elsa, why aren't you looking at me?" I had just realized that I haven't looked up.

I lift my head and look at her. "Anna, I'm just really tired and don't feel like walking around. I'm sorry, but why don't you just take Olaf... He must be bored too..."

Anna nods. "Ok, are you sure you don't want to come?"

I smile and shake my head. "No, I'm fine."

"Ok, tell Kai I won't be down for supper for me?" I nod. "Alright, bye Elsa." And with that she closes the door... and I am again alone.

I hate lying to Anna, I really do, but I feel like a burden. Lately, Anna has been dealing with my depressing and gloomy attitude... maybe that's it... I'm just depressed. That does explain a lot of things.

I cradle my head in my hands, great, now I've given myself a headache. Geez!

Great, I guess I could do something to cheer myself up... or I could eat something?? God, now I just sound like Anna. Well, we are sisters after all.

I just decide to go down to supper, at least I'll have Kai to talk to, to cheer me up.

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The walls are so dark, the halls so silent... Sometimes I just find myself roaming the halls, looking at the portraits that hang, looking at the faces that I don't know. I stop at one of my parents.

I remember that sometimes that I would sneak out of my room and come to look at it... it was only a few months after they passed and I desperately wanted to see their faces again. I felt that was the only way that I could.

I walk away in fear that I might shed a tear... I'm so tired of crying. I feel as though my eyes are worn and that my whole body is just numb.

So numb.

~HANS~

There it is. I can see it from the small cell they put me in. The Southern Isles.

My heart beats fast, I'm back. I would say that I'm home... but my home is back in Arendelle. My home is Elsa.

I should have never left, but I had to... I had to leave for her. If I had stayed, we wouldn't have been happy for long, and they would hurt Elsa. I don't want to be more responsible for Elsa's pain than I already have.

Before I could think more of my little snowflake, the ship docks. Everyone on board looks nervous, and I know exactly why. My brother, Augustus. He is probably.. no he IS furious with my departure and extremely late arrival. Then I'm sure he has been informed of my "traitor and banished" punishment in Arendelle. I would be nervous too, but he's my brother... I've grown used to it.

A guard comes to my cell and opens it. He grabs my arm and starts to drag me, geez I feel like I've been dragged, locked away, and heartbroken so much in one month that this could be the worst month in my life.

Who am I kidding? I've had worse days than this... but my heart tells me otherwise. The Southern Isles isn't a huge kingdom, but it isn't small either. The village is warm and gives off a nice feeling. Now? It's quiet, my brother probably ordered everyone inside.

The guard... my guard. Drags me farther and farther and the further he drags me, the closer I am to the castle, my castle, "Home".

As we get closer I see someone at the gate. At first, I assume its another guard, but I know exactly who it is... my brother.

Augustus.

~AUTHORS NOTE~

I know I suck, but I hope you like it.

Love my readers with all my heart Xx

With hugs and kisses, Bree (: