Love Everlasting {Helsa}

He What?!

~ANNA~

At the moment, I'm lying on my back, with my sister Elsa right beside me. After she had come to apologize, we had just laid in silence for the past hour or so.

I'm glad that everything is alright, and I'm glad that everything is getting better, we may not have the best family, but we remain strong.

As young as I am, I've been through a lot. Being best friends with my sister, just to have her shut me out. To lose the only family I had left. To fall in love with someone who just wanted to play with my heart. Have my sister freeze my heart. To almost lose my sister, and also my own life. Now? Not knowing what happens next...

It's kind of scary for me to think about it, I know that a part of growing up is making your own decisions, but lately it's all about fear. I fear of making the wrong choice.

I know that life isn't about always making the right decisions, and I'm okay with that, but lately... I feel like I've made too many mistakes to last me a lifetime. I just need to be more cauctious... more aware of my actions, before something terrible happens.

"I'm sorry..." Elsa's words pull me from my thoughts, I turn my head and see that her eyes are closed, tears run down the side of her face.

"Elsa, you have nothing to apologize for." I wipe away the fresh tears that have just been shead, I really don't understand why Elsa's apologizing... She shouldn't be sorr-

"Oh Anna, but I do," Elsa turns her head to look at me, "I have so much to be sorry for."

"Elsa..."

"No Anna. I will not go another day putting this off..." Elsa sits up and puts her head in her hands, she doesn't speak for awhile. Right before I'm about to break the silence, she speaks. "Father never told you about that day..." I look at her confused, that day? What day?

"No, I don't suppose he did... What day?" Elsa stiffens at my words, she seems uncomfortable, uneasy. "Elsa?" She still doesn't move, only her mouth seems to make movement.

"That day... the day I was forced to shut out the world, to shut out you. Anna, I had no choice but to keep you safe, I couldn't control myself... I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you, you were just going too fast and I couldn't save you... I panicked." Her words confuse and scare me, what does she mean by keeping me safe? What happened?

"Elsa? What do you mean by that, did something happen?" Elsa finally moves from her stiffen position and turns to me, she then leans over me and brushes a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"I gave it to you..." I don't understand what she means.

"Gave me what? Elsa, you're not making any sense." She removes her hand from my hair and turns away from me.

"The streak, the streak in your hair, it was my doing." My hands fly to the place where the white strip used to be, it had disappeared after I thawed, but I still remeber it. I had thought I was born with it... but now, I'm sure that I wasn't.

"You did that? How? What happened?" It shocks me, how could I have not known?

"You wouldn't remember, father wanted it that way... It was late at night, and you had insisted that we play!" I smile, that does sound like me... "You had asked if I wanted to build a snowman... I couldn't resist. So I took you to the ballroom and turned it into a winter wonderland!"

"Wow, sounds fun!" How could I not remember this? "Wait, I knew you had powers?" Elsa only replies with a nod. "How is that possible?" Elsa sighs and continues telling me what had happened.

"Well, we were playing and you were jumping from the ice, you were going way too fast. I tried to tell you to slow down, but you wouldn't listen, you were having too much fun... I tried to keep up with you, but I slipped, and I had struck your head with my powers." My mouth drops, what?! So when Elsa had struck me with her powers in the ice castle... that hadn't been the first time. She had done it when I was little.

"Is that why I had forgotten everything?" Elsa shakes her head.

"No, I had called for help, mother and father came and we traveled to visit the trolls. They had erased all my magic from your memory, they thought that would have kept you safer."

The trolls? Well that explains why I couldn't remember Elsa having powers, and Elsa striking me seems like the only reasonable answer for the streak I had in my hair.

"But why didn't you just tell me about your powers, it wouldn't have been easy but at least I would have known your reasons for shutting me out." Elsa finally removes her head from her hands and looks at me.

"Yes, I suppose your right. I guess that father just would have thought it would have been easier... I don't know." Although I'm glad that Elsa has told me the truth, I'm confused, why would father force Elsa to hide something like this? I would have understood and so would the towns people. I feel terrible that Elsa had to keep such a secret, and now I feel horrible that I judged her.... I would have never... Poor Elsa.

~HANS~
I've fallen in love with the women I almost killed, now I'm broken. Shattered, I know what I must do, to protect her... To protect Elsa.

'AUTHORS NOTE'
I'm so sorry it's taken FOREVER to update, I've been busy with school but I plan to update more often. The next chapter will be up soon, hope I didn't lose my readers.

With hugs-
Bree Xx