Love Everlasting {Helsa}

Confession

~HANS~

What was I thinking?! I loved her?! Seriously, what was I thinking.

I panicked, she wasn't listening, I had to say something for her to stay... but I only made it worse.

I had honestly never meant to hurt Anna, I just wasn't in love with her... I was in love with someone else. That damn spell, those damn trolls! I have to talk to Elsa, I have to explain myself. I look to my cell doors and no one is there, no guards. The reason the guards weren't there to begin with is because of Kai, he didn't want me to feel like a prisoner and ordered them away.

He's such a nice man. That's it! Kai!

I run to the bell on the wall that I ring every time I need him. I ring and begin to wait for him to arrive. After waiting for what seemed like an hour, I know something is wrong. Kai would have been here by now. I have to get out, I have to see Elsa!

I begin to look around my cell for something to use, anything! Sadly, all that's here is a bed, nothing more. I punch the wall in anger, I have to see her, I have to! I look at the cell door once more and notice something... a nail. Perfect!

I grab the nail and put my hand through the opening of the door. I can't see what I'm doing which makes this much harder for me, but finally I feel the lock on the other side. I stick the nail through the lock and wiggle it. I learned this trick from my brother, Augustus, he's taught me everything I know. The lock comes loose and the door opens, I'm free.

I run from the cell and into the hall of the castle, I would have expected there to be guards, but there's no one in sight. It's like a ghost town. I walk down the hall not really knowing where I'm going. Then I begin to hear voices, it seems that they are coming from down the hall. I begin to walk towards the end of the hall and once I reach it, sure enough, there's people. It's Kai, he's sitting on a chair with his face in his hands. I could have sworn I had heard more that one voice, then to my surprise Anna comes and kneels in front Kai, she's sobbing. My thoughts begin to cloud, what could have made her so upset?

I answer my own question when I notice a figure under the sheets of the bed, I can't really tell who it is, but I have a feeling I don't need to know. I step closer to get a better look... it's Elsa. I step back in complete shock, what's wrong with Elsa? My mind wonders to my feelings... I care for her. I haven't really known her long, but she's the reason I push on, the reason I fight.

My thoughts get the best of me and I begin to walk into the room. The first one to notice me is Kai, he gives me a surprised look. Anna hasn't noticed, she's too busy sobbing. Kai ushers me to leave but my feet are unmovable, my eyes lock on Elsa. She looks weak and vulnerable, her face is pale and her breathing slow... Oh no!

"Is she dying!?" My question surprised Anna and she finally turns to me. When she does, her eyes widen in fear and her body begins to shake.

"How did you escape!?" Anna asks the question with fear and confusion.

"I had to speak with Elsa, I had to explain myself..." I look to Elsa once more "Is she dying?" Anna doesn't answer my question, she just looks at me with mere distaste.

"Explain yourself? You've already done that! You tried to kill me and my sister, you tried to take control! Your a monster who doesn't deserve a second chance!" Anna's words hurt, yet I don't fight back, I remain silent. I gaze at Elsa once more, what's wrong with her? I focus my attention on Kai.

"Kai? What has happened to Queen Elsa?" Kai opens his mouth to answer but is stopped by Anna.

"NO! Kai, you are not to answer to him, he has no right to know!"

"I have every right! I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean to do anything! Kai, it's okay, you can answer me." Again Kai opens his mouth to speak but is yet again stopped by Anna.

"You didn't mean to- hahaha! Yeah right! Your pathetic, your a monster! I don't care if you try to explain yourself, there is no excuse for what you tried to do to me!! You LIAR!!" Anna's words hurt... Monster? Pathetic? A liar!?

"It wasn't me! It was the trolls!! The trolls put me under a spell, it was there doing!" Anna scrunches her face in confusion, then her face turns to calmness.

"Trolls?" I nod. "How did you know about the trolls?" It seems that Anna is a completely different person now, she went from anger to calm in a matter of seconds, it shocks me.

"I will explain once you tell me why Queen Elsa is ill!" Anna's calmness is gone, and her anger is present.

"No! I want an explanation first, don't you see? You have no right for answers after the crimes you have committed!" I close my eyes to calm myself, why can't she just tell me what wrong with Elsa?!

"Anna, I'm not going to argue with you, but I'm not giving an explanation until I know what's wrong with Queen Elsa!" I will not back down, I will get my way!

"No!" Anna yells.

"Yes, you will! I want answers, Anna! THATS ALL I WANT!"

"STOP!" Both Anna and I turn to Kai in shock, his face is red and his fists are clenched. "That's enough, both of you!"

Anna hangs her head in shame, she's silent. Kai calms himself and looks to me.

"Hans... Elsa is very ill. The doctor still isn't quite sure what to do, nor does he know what's wrong with her, we just have to be patient." His words break my heart, she's ill?

I look at Elsa and she lays motionless on the bed. I know what Anna thinks, she thinks I'm a monster, that I have a frozen heart. Yes, it may be true, I do have a frozen heart. However, frozen or not, I know one thing about my heart...

It beats for her, Elsa.