Special Smile // Jadon Sancho

Chapter 11

Before u read this: I recommend to listen to this song whilst reading this chapter: collide (sped up remix) - Justine Skye, Tyga

And maybe for imagination, this is his look (without the hat):

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„Oh, I'm sorry.. I uhm... Am I disturbing?" Jadon asked me, scratching the back of his head uncertainly. I just stared at him. And as if it hadn't been difficult to say something, he looked me in my eyes. I really don't know what it is, but his eyes hypnotize me.

After too long, I blinked and shook, at least inwardly, my head to be able to think clearly again. "What, um, no of course not," I laughed a little embarrassed but also completely overwhelmed. Then there was silence again.

"I fucked it up, didn't I?" he asked me out of nowhere and looked at me somehow sadly. "I can understand it if you don't-" he began, but I interrupted him. "No.You didn't fuck up anything. If anyone fucked up, it's me. Want to come in? We can go to the other balcony". He smiled lovingly, nodded, and then followed me.

He was on the other side of the room and you could see all over the city and now at night you could see how many lights were on and cars were driving. Louise always went to the other, who was 'a little calmer' according to her. But that was fine with me, because I preferred this balcony. And now with Jadon on it, anyway.

Before he could start badmouthing himself, I started talking. "I'm sorry, it's actually my fault. You owe me nothing, no apology or explanation. I don't know what's wrong with me, so I don't know myself at like this. I'm so sorry." It gushed out of me like a waterfall. "Do you always talk so much shit?" he laughed. But I just looked at him confused.

"You weren't 'just a date' for me, nor do I have the right not to get in touch and then not explain it to you!" he said sternly and seriously."But before I explain, how did you even know?" he asked thoughtfully. I looked at the floor in shame. I would have loved to be immersed in it. "Maybe... just maybe I found you on Instagram by accident," I mumbled. Even though I didn't look at him, I knew he was smiling.

"How was that?" he asked me as if he had not understood it acoustically, but he had understood it very well. "I searched for you on Instagram and looked at you and your pictures," I said a little louder. He laughed out loud and planted a kiss on my hair. "Well.. Now it's my turn," he began, and I looked at him again to listen to him carefully. The moon and the lights of the city shone beautifully in his eyes. Shit... it totally caught me, I confessed to myself in my mind.

"So...Where should I start? Why didn't I contact you anymore? Honestly, I don't know. I'm usually not too shy, but something about you makes me nervous. But in a good way! At least that's what I think... I just never know what I should text and when I started something, I deleted it right away. And then suddenly Erik called me, my coach. He asked if I would be ready to come back to training and I've been waiting forever for this question. Because I was injured for a long time now and also had mental problems and I took the chance, I went to Manchester the same day and I'm not lying when I tell you that I wanted to text you at least that. But then I went out in the evening with friends from the team and I like parties and stuff but I'm not a big drinker so it was boring at some point and I didn't get a text to send it to you so I decided to call you and then you were drunk and well... Here I am now. I owed it to you."

For a moment we just looked at each other because I knew 0,0 what to say. After my shock, I began to reply, "Jadon I... wow. I don't know what to say, thank you for telling me everything even if you didn't have to! I'm not used to it, my ex didn't treat me very well. Not beaten or anything but manipulated and such a shit". I stopped because I realized that I was suddenly talking about my past, which I'm usually not doing.

He held my shoulders with his two strong hands and stood exactly opposite me, our eye contact remained. "Luckily, I'm not your ex," he said seductively. Fuck his voice is so hot. "definitely," I breathed, because I was about to tip over. "Just one question, just to make sure we agree," he said a little quieter. "Hm?" I said, desperately seeking my strength in deep his eyes. "There's something between us. It can't just be me," he said. "Like what?" I asked a little seductively and would have turned away if he hadn't held me that way.

"When I see you, smell you, hear you, think of you, everything. Then my heart jumps. You're funny and smart and you're so fucking pretty and hot," he said, whispering the last part and his hands sliding down to my waist as he spoke, where he now held me. "Interesting, I can agree with you. I feel it too," I replied confidently. But my confidence disappeared immediately from the moment he stared deeper into my eyes, if that was even possible. Consciously bit his lower lip and breathed: "good, very good" and came closer with his head. I lost myself completely, I've never had anything like that, not even close.

"Oh God, my knees are getting weak," I breathed, smiling, overwhelmed, flattered and insecure at the same time. He smiled at me and pulled me closer. My breath caught and we stared at each other. I caught myself briefly breaking eye contact and traveling to his lips, biting my lower lip a little. When my eyes made their way back to his, I could only enjoy the moment for a short time.

Jadon pulled me even closer and before I could do or think anything, he pressed his wonderful perfect lips on mine. Although I couldn't think clearly, I returned the kiss immediately. His hands slid to my ass and squeezed it tightly as I wrapped my arms around his neck and stroked through his hair with one hand. After a short time, his tongue found its way into my mouth and we were so close that I could feel his cock through his pants. Our kissing became more and more intense and my thoughts revolved around everything and yet nothing.

His lips were so incredibly soft and warm, I felt so safe in his arms, he was a great kisser. His hands slid my back up to my face and he held it tightly in both hands, intensifying the kiss even more. It was a miracle that I was still standing because I fell for this man as I never thought would be possible. Just when I thought I was about to pass out, he stopped the kiss. Only to kiss my neck a second later, his hands were back on my ass. The game was over for me, he found my weak spot. Goosebumps spread on my skin and a small moan or much more excess air slipped away from my mouth. I clawed my hands into his back and held him tight.

When we parted, he looked at me lovingly and had a big smile on his face. Me too. I held my hands together, behind his head on the back of his neck. "Wow," I breathed. He smiled more and his left corner of his mouth went higher than the right.

"Shh", he said, put his finger on my lips and smiled at me. Then he kissed my forehead, I turned and looked at the view whilst he hugged me from behind.

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Wow, wow, wowwww finally some spicy things going on!! Thank you so much for the reads and comments so far <3 I'm sorry for being inactive a bit but I had an unexpected death in my family last week and I needed some alone time :) but we keep going on with the story now! Love u.