Sugarhill, New York City 11:44 pm on Lunas bed 📍 LUNAS POV: 4 days after that school day
me dd and ddot haven't talked in a while nothing happened to our friendships but I js been really depressed lately and just. Distancing. I was on my bed watching the last of us until I got a text
ddot🤍🖕🏽
ddot🤍🖕🏽 hey moon i miss you READ 11:47 i was wondering if I could come over rn READ 11:47 are u serious rn READ 11:48 you js gonna keep leaving me on read READ 11:48
open the window. READ 12:20
once you saw that text you reached over to your bed opening the window only the window not the curtain, you went back to your spot looking right back at the tv "hey Luna" u didn't answer "Luna" he knew you weren't gonna answer. He turned the tv off. But you still looked at the tv "Luna wats wrong did I do something" he paused while looking at you.
a tear ran down your cheek you wiped it away "i feel like I'm going insane" you said trying to get your voice not to break "i feel numb, tried, drained and overwhelmed" you said looking down playing with your nails.
"IT JUST FEELS LIKE A BLACK HOLE" you stoped to sniffle "a endless dark black hole" you looked at him "I've saw the cuttings" he stopped looking down "baby..." "it's ok don't feel like I'm making you feel bad. If anything I should be the bad guy here I just didn't know how to bring it up" you saw his eyes get watery "i should of said something before it kept happening. I don't want you to hurt yourself, i love you Luna" he said starting to cry "how many time do i have to tell u i love you for you to stop" he said getting closer and holding your hands " i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you" you started to cry more hearing him beg for you to stop "ddot stop" "I js don't understand why, why would you do that to yourself" "i love you, i love you, i love you Luna, please." He started to look down while still holding your hand crying hard "please please please i love you too much please baby" he said pulling you into a hug.
rocking you back and forth all you heard were your guys sniffles "why did you not tell me" "bc i didn't want to add to your depression" his eyes widen like he had seen a ghost " oh, baby" he held you again even tighter "no. As long your happy I'm happy" he cuffed your cheeks looking at you in the eyes "i love you" "i love you too" "please don't do that again. Please" "I'll try to stop for you" "thank you" he kissed your lips softly before laying down with you and both of you drifting off to sleep.
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