Sugarhill, New York City 11:39pm Ddots room📍 Ddot pov:
"im hurt Deep down but cant show it"
A year later
It's been a year since we found out Lunas was sick and she been suffering so 2 weeks ago she said to pull the plug and they did.
Her last moments was her looking around the room of people she loved me, the kids, dd and edot in the middle. Her mom on the side of edot and my mom on the side of me and angel crying on dd shoulder. With jay and the rest of the gang js in the room.
"Thank you guys for everything...I love you to the moon and back"
I love you to the moon and back we're her last words. I think she said it to me because I was the last person she looked at and when she said it I smirked and as her eyes closed she smiled.
We're planning her funeral and it's been real hard for me I've been depressed a lot. Zarrie is 4 and the twins are 2.
I dont know what to do without her anymore. Sometimes I ft her hoping she will answer and say "I faked it" she was my everything.
There was one star in the sky she loved she named it after the Greek goddess Aphrodite. And when she died I gave the kids to her mom so she could spend time with them.
And when I got to her house I looked up at the sky and there was a big bright star right next to Aphrodite.
When Luna died the hardest part about it was telling Z.
"Look Z, Life is Hard and you have to make the best of it and. This world is cold and know mommy is in a better place. Remember where I told you where uncle Ethan is"
"mhm"
"She's with him now. And we can't help. But guess we're mommy always is" I said while wiping a tear.
"Don't cry daddy it's ok" he hugged me as I cried as he comforted me. "She will always be in your head and most importantly your heart" I said while crying.
"Mommy loved you a lot and now she is watching over us and Perseus and niyah" I said releasing the hug seeing the boy had tears on his face.
"You know mom picked out all your guys names" I wiped my tears. "I was gonna name you Darrian jr." I laughed at my self as the boy tried to hide his laugh.
"No it's ok laugh" we laughed together "just know mommy will always be with us ok" I said as I hugged him.
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next morning
Me and the twins js got to the funeral and everything was exactly what Luna wanted. Light pink tulips closed on both sides of the room. her picture was of her when she was pregnant and us mushing our faces together making kissy faces and her holding her belly bump.
