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📍- Miami, Florida
Wednesday (5:00pm)

TYLER
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It was all a lie , I knew it , why me ?

I knew me and Dave had our issues but damn nigga tell me how you really feel, had me looking fucking stupid all this time.

I should have trusted my instincts when bitches was coming up to me about him at school ... red flag 🚩

I gave him some of me I let him touch me , put his mouth and fingers on my body ... he'll I let him SEE MY BODY !

fuck ... how could I be so stupid , I'm so stupid , I know exactly why I wanted to feel special and seen especially with a guy like him.

Girls that look like me don't get guys like that EVER! I should have know , I should have never got to attached.

He said he never loved or gave a fuck about me , he called me a bitch and a ho and then accused me of sleeping around.

I never been with nobody else like that but him and he knows that.

Yesterday I couldn't stand being around people while he said those things , my heart fucking broke.

I felt like I wanted to just die right their , somebody pass me a gun to end my misery that's how bad I felt about myself.

I got up to look in the mirror at myself and felt disgusted, I quickly ran to my makeup wipes and started scrubbing everything off my face.

After I changed into some jeans and oversized hoodie to cover my body , he made me feel dirty , nasty , ashamed , hopeless he made me feel like I was nothing.

I looked at my nails and started biting them off , not even caring how painful talking acrylics off are, I probably deserve the pain.

Looking at my fingers some bloody I walked into the restroom , running cold water on them , after putting band aids on them.

After went straight back to my room and locked it Turing off the lights putting my AirPods in playing lil peep radio wrapping myself in the covers as I cried to sleep.

.......................................... next day
3:00pm ( late for school)

BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!

"TYLER OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW"

"WHY YOU WASNT AT SCHOOL?"

"YOU CANT IGNORE ME FOREVER"

"OPEN THE DAMN DOOR",I heard multiple people yelling outside my door.

Waking up out my sleep , doing a big yawn, getting out the bed with no pants just hoodie on with my hood on.

I slowly , weakly opened the door seeing damn near everybody at my door.

"What's wrong sissy you are feeling okay? We been banging on the door for the past hour trynna see if you was alive or not", vaughnae said as I stayed quiet.

"And you wasn't at school today so I brought over a couple assignments from you classes to catch up", Angel said as I wanted to mug her and tell her to fuck off but I don't have the energy.

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