Hold Me Tight (ON-GOING & EDITING)

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Suzy

"Stop it guys, you're hurting him." Emeri and Chanyeolstopped, only to receive such glares from them.

"Really, Suzy? You still care for him after all of this? Fuck it!"Kyungsoo snapped at me and left the house, Baekhyun looks at me, but he remained quiet.

"I-I can handle this." I smiled at Minyoung and she winked at me. I walked in the living room and brought back Fei's clothes as I hand it to her. She looks up to me, confused as fuck.

"Look, put on some clothes. It's really uncomfortable, now that they're boys here." She took her clothes and run in to the bathroom, closing it with a loud bang. I looked at Sehun as I helped him up and brought him on the couch.

"Well, guys. You can now go. I'm sorry. Maybe we can hang out sometime." I glance at Sehun and back to my friends as they close the door behind them.

The place is as quiet as a library. I can only hear the faucet running in the bathroom. I sit in front of Sehun, my hands carrying an emergency kit.

"Suzy - can we - please talk?" I ignored him and quietly waited for Fei to come out. He held my hands; I was surprised at how I flinch at his touch. I bite my lip, hard. I don't want to cry, but my tears betrayed me as it started to fall rapidly.

"No, no. Suzy, don't cry." He was about to wipe my tears but Feicame out of the bathroom. I wiped my tears as I hand her the kit.

"What's this?" She asked, confused as fuck again.

"It's an emergency kit. Can you treat Sehun's wound? I'm going out for a while." I smiled, as I went up the stairs and towards our room. I was expecting a clean and nice room, but it's all messy, clothes thrown everywhere and it smells like sex here.

"Suzy - I can explain-"

"Why do boys 'explain' even if they are already caught? That just adds up fuel to the fire, you know? And that just adds more pain to a girl's heart." I said, opening my closet and bringing out my bag and stuff my clothes in.

"What are you doing Suzy? Just let me ex-"

"There's no need to explain, Sehun!" I snapped, as I close my bag and carry it and went out of the room. Sehun grabs my wrist.

"Sehun, let go." I said through gritted teeth.

"No, Suzy. Just let me expla-"

"I can't live like this, Sehun! I can't sleep in our room, knowing that you had sex with a different girl in that cking bed! Do you even know how I feel right now? I feel like a failure! You know why? Because I didn't give you what you wanted and you know I'm not ready for that! All I'm asking you to do is wait - but you can't, because you already did it with a different girl-"

"Suzy, I'm sorry-"

"Sorry? You think I can forget everything just by you said 'sorry'? Do you think it can fix everything? Yes, this may be the first time you've cheated on me, and I react like you did the same thing over and over again. Having sex with a different girl is 10 times more painful than anything else."

Tears are falling down my cheeks as I said every word. I can't believe he broke my heart into little cking pieces.

"I didn't know what I was doing. Please forgive me."

"Y-you didn't know? You're not drunk! I can forgive you if you're drunk, but you're sober as fuck right now. Do you expect me to believe that you don't know what you were doing? The fuck, Sehun. Stop lying!" I shouted. He looks down, not daring to meet my eyes.

"Let go." Before he did let go, he whispered something I don't believe anymore.

"I'm sorry." I went down the stairs, only to bump into Fei.

"Suzy-ah, let me explain-"

"Please take care of him while I'm gone." I said in a serious tone, not meeting her eyes as I leave her by the stairs. I held the doorknob and glance house and turn it. I went out, feeling like I want to go back and work things out, but I can't.

"How did it go?" Kyungsoo said, as I went in the car. Chanyeolturned the engine and started to drive.

"Fine." I said and leaned my head on the window, staring at the droplets of rain falling outside of the window.

"Kyung, I'll stay at your house until I get better." I stated, not looking at them. My tears started to fall again as memories of us, came flooding back.

"I'm sorry, and why would I kill the girl I love?"

"I swear, I'll not hurt you. Never, because a girl like you shouldn't experience that. I'll love you, no matter what. Thank you for trusting your heart to me, I feel honored. Now, I'll have the right to call you my girlfriend and call you my baby, I love you."

"I think, I miss everything about her. The way she smiled, the way she pouts. Everything. I miss every single detail about her."

"I - i thought I was going to lose you,"

Yeah, he already lost me.