Hold Me Tight (ON-GOING & EDITING)

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why'd ya'll report  the 18+ chapter when i clearly told you not to read it if you're not comfortable with those kind of content :( i worked hard on writing that and it was taken down by wattpad sigh but i still love ya'll though especially those people who commented

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SUZY

As I got out of the building, there were two cars waiting for Minyoung and I. Obviously, it was our boyfriends. Minyoung looked happy seeing the car parked next to his car and bid a good bye before running off to Minseok's.

Sehun's car honks at us which made me jump.

Sehun's car honked loudly which made me jump and grow nervous at the same time while making my way down the path.

Before opening the car, I tried to calm myself down and  I sighed as I opened the door and plopped down at the passenger seat. Then silence covered us. My sweats are dropping rapidly and then my whole body's gone numb. They said speak even if your voice shakes, but how? When your thoughts are clouded and your throat feels clogged and all you can hear is the pumping of your heart inside you rib cage.

"S - sehun."I finally choked out a word but he ignores me like nobody's talking here. I think that's the hint that he's mad. Very mad.

"Sehun, are you - mad?" He glances at me with a serious face and stops the car at the side of the road. Oh no, serious talk.

"Suzy." He said, hard but cold.

"Sehun, I know that you're mad. I mean - what you heard - no - I'm sorr -" He cuts me off with a slap which surprised me.He never hurts me physically. My hands crawled on my face, as I flinch. A tear dropped. It's okay, Suzy, it's okay.

His expression turns soft when he sees me crying. He tries to reach out to me but I turned away.

"Suzy, I was just -"

"Can we go home, now?" I said, not looking at him.

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The trip was quiet. No one dared to talk, he did, but I ignored it. When he parked the car, I was about to go out when he grabs my wrist.

"Suzy, I'm sorry -"

"Let's just talk about this tomorrow, I'm tired." I snapped, and went out of the car, walking in the house - towards our room. I went inside of the bathroom as I looked in front of the mirror and saw my left cheek with a bruise. I washed my face and changed my clothes.

As I finish my errands in the bathroom, I went out only to see Sehun looking at me with a worried expression, I smiled at him and went to get my pillow, he grabs my wrist again.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"Outside. I figure out that you wouldn't want me to sleep here because I am a liar and keeps secrets from you from the past - right?" I said, laughing - as I let go of his grip and make my way to the living room.

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I opened my eyes as I felt that someone was on the couch. I sit up, only to be startled by Sehun with the same expression.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice so hoarse.

"I can't sleep." He stated, reaching out to me but I immediately scoot far from his reach. He sighed, making me flinch. I am now scared of him because the same thing happened last year, and I don't want it to happen again.

"Please don't hurt me." He's like a monster when he gets angry. He doesn't mind his surroundings, you are the prey.

"It won't - happen again. I promise. Let's talk about this. I don't want us to be like this again." He tries to pull me in an embrace but I stopped him.

"Let's talk, but don't - touch me. Just. Talk." I said coldly, earning a sigh from him as his shoulders drop.

"Look - I'm regretful that I slapped you earlier. I was just too packed by my emotions. I really didn't mean to hurt you. It was just so painful that you kept secrets from me." I sighed, feeling guilty. I have to admit that this is all my fault.

"I'm sorry that I kept secrets from you. I just don't want to bring out things from the past - it is just so painful, too." He nodded, but this time, when he pulls me into an embrace, I didn't hesitate, I gave in.

"You asshole, why did you have to slap me, you asshole - you bruised my precious face you ass-" Sehun lips crashed into mine, surprised, I pushed him away, with a smirk on his face.

"You idiot! You know I hate whenever you steal kisses!" I groaned, blushing red. Ugh!

"Your mouth needs to shut up sometimes, so what can I actually do? Do you want me to slap you -"

"Slap me again and you're fucking dead!" I slapped his chest slightly, earning a kiss from him.

"Nah, you can't do that."

"Do you want me to it now?"

"Do. It." I gritted my teeth, feeling annoyed as ever. This man really knows how to annoy me!

"Where did you learn cuss words anyway?" He asked, placing me on his lap and hugging me from behind me.

"Uhm, I'm 23 - I'm not as innocent as what I look like. My attitude is completely different from what I look like." I answered, as he pinched my cheeks, swatting his hands away because it fucking hurts.

"I love you and I . . . won't hurt you." I feel like he hesitated to say those words, but I shake the thought off anyway.

"No secrets shall be kept from now on, okay?" I nodded as he kissed the top of my forehead.

"Let's go to sleep?" He asked, smiling. I nodded for an answer and was startled when he carried me up like a bride making our way to the room.