Heavenly Virtues

Part 18*

The next few weeks all kind of mixed together, the three falling into a routine together. They would make out to the point it got heated but it never went past that. Ashley was trying to wrap her head around how she wanted to do it. She spent a while trying to decide if their first time should be together or separate, but decided she wanted them to share her for the first time. The last thing she wanted was for jealousy to become an issue, or for them to feel like she was picking favorites.

Once she had decided that's how she wanted to do it, she had to work up the courage to do it. She wasn't a virgin, she had slept with Mathew, her high-school boyfriend more than a few times before she went to college, and she had one drunken one night stand the first week of college. Once Cody became involved in her life it was hard to be intimate with anyone and it was hard to build any sort of relationship.

Tonight would be different, she had gone out last week and picked up a lingerie set of a lacey open cut bralette with silk straps, with matching high waisted crotchless panties and lacey suspenders to tie the look together. The set was a dark blue and as she stood there dried off after her shower staring at the set she began to want to back out of the plan. She had done minimal makeup and blow dried her hair, she looked in the mirror and sighed.

Was she putting in too much effort? Shouldn't this stuff just happen naturally? She had to remind herself that this relationship with the three of them needed more work, more planning, more thoughtfulness. Still looking at herself and the way too sexy outfit she felt silly. The boys would be home soon and she needed to be ready or she would chicken out like she had three times this week already.

She pulled the outfit over her soft skin, flattening it out were the fabric had twisted and looked into the mirror feeling ridiculous, surely the boys would see her and laugh and tell her she was putting too much into it. She didn't know what she would do if they laughed at her. With a knot in her stomach and a need to throw up she left the bathroom and threw on a huge t shirt and a pair of Conner's plaid sleep pants. Tonight was Conners turn to put dinner together which probably meant take out, she hoped he wouldn't be too mad if they didn't get to it until later.

She made a tea and sat down on the bed with a book, hoping to calm her nerves. Her mind wandered to hopes and expectations of tonight. She hoped that if she started something they could take the lead and show her what to do, how they wanted her. When the boys busted through the door laughing and pushing eachother she smiled at them, their relationship was something that she was attracted to with them. Others had gotten it twisted, exes and one night stands, and believed there was something else between the brothers, surely they couldn't be that close. Ashley saw them though their relationship was strong and beautiful, these boys would die for eachother but that's all there was with them, the twin bond had made them so much closer and added something to the pair that others only wished to have.

It took a matter of seconds to see that Conner was covered partly on his shirt and face with blood and his pants looked like they had a bucket of blood dumped on him. "Oh my God! What happened?!" She questioned jumping up. Murphy smacked the back of Conner's head and scoffed "tis arsehole. All 'e had ta do was empty the blood vat. What does 'e do? Jams the fuckin' valve, almost floods tha place." Murphy exclaimed dramatically. She could see Conner go to move to the washroom to clean up before she scrambled to her feet and planted herself in front of him.

"Strip." She stated to him. Conner laughed "if ye wanted me outta my clothes all ye had ta do was ask lass, didn't 'ave ta wait till I was covered in animal blood." He chuckled as he stripped his shirt. She shook her head and rolled her eyes, feeling a hot raging blush wash over her cheeks. How the fuck was she supposed to be this sexy, seductive goddess if him poking fun and taking his shirt off got her this flustered. "I just got that new rug in the washroom, I don't want blood on it you ass." She smiled turning back to the bed.