Heavenly Virtues

Part 45*

Ashley took a few days off, taking the time to rest and start to feel better. The boys tried to stay with her, help her get back to being healthy, but she refused, they had missed enough work because of her. The dissiness subsided, and the pains in her chest were non-existent anymore. Work resumed like usual, and the boys stuck to what the doctor said, no sex.

As much as it killed them to reject her every time she threw herself at them. She was feeling better and didn't see why they couldn't resume their normal sex life if she was feeling better. A part of her understood and was thankful the two cared for her enough no to throw caution to the wind, but the other part of her was becoming resentful, mostly of the situation.

Ashley had the day off, it had been two weeks since her hospital visit and with valentines day just around the corner, she was desperately hoping the doctor would give her the go ahead to be intimate with her men. She had dropped the boys off at work to use the car to go to the hospital, now she sat in the waiting room, spaced out, and working on peeling the skin off her lip with her teeth.

When she was called in the room, she did a series of tests, not remembering the names of all of them. When the doctor came in, Ashley straightened in her chair. "Good news, everything seems to be in good order. The medication is keeping your blood pressure down. How have you been feeling?" He asked as he studied her face. "Good, I haven't felt any of the side effects, and I'm feeling more like myself." The doctor nodded with a smile. "Good to hear," he swiveled his chair to face the computer and typed away, writing out a new prescription.

"I um, I did have a question." She asked nervously. "Okay." The doctor continued typing. " I was wondering if everything is good, I'm good, blood pressure is..."Good?" The doctor grinned at her. Lightening the mood. They both chuckled. "Yeah, I was wondering if it'd be safe to resume my... usual routine." The doctor nodded with raised eyebrows. "Yes, you should've been able to go back to work just a few days after you started feeling better.

She smiled and shook her head. "No, um... sex, can I have sex again?" She said, shutting her eyes and feeling a blush wash over her cheeks. He chuckled as he handed her her new prescription. "Yes. Intercourse is okay now. Just if you feel those symptoms again– light headedness, chest pains, difficulty breathing– you need to stop and rest." Ashley nodded as she tried her best to hide her smile. "Thanks." She said as she took the paper.

Ashley left the hospital with newfound excitement for valentines day, on top of that, she could utilize the lingerie she had bought for Christmas but was too nervous to use. She had the rest of the day to herself, and she was going to be ready when the boys showed up.

She hopped in the shower, scrubbing the dirt and medical jellies off her body. She blowdried her hair and put a little bit of makeup on. When she looked at herself, she smiled. If tonight went as planned, then her mascara would be running down her face by the time she passed out.

She pulled the lingerie out of the bag from under her bed, a place it hadn't moved from since she brought it home. She smoothed it out over the bed, admiring the piece. When she put it on, she ran her hands over the red lacey guarders and bit her lip as she looked down to the suitcase at the red heels she had burrowed from Mary near Christmas. She slipped her feet into the heels and sat on the bed smirking to herself at how slutty she probably looked.

She was craving a rough fuck, something she felt like she hadn't had since before the attack. She bit her lip as she remembered Murphy pulling her hair, making her look in the mirror as he fucked her, the smacks to her ass, the dirty things he said to her. She rubbed her legs together, hoping to create some friction to sooth the ache in her core.

The boys would be home soon, she knew it would be easy to pull that roughness from Murphy, he was already like that. Connor on the other hand, she had seen glimpses of it in harsh kisses and a little bit of a dominate side of him during sex sometimes but she wanted something  filthy tonight, and she hopped he could give it to her.