Oh I see we have a sad story. I dunno if you'll like this one, but I mean it's angst so yeah. Indulge irresponsibly! I moved the 'The Better Sister' to a new little book, feel free to check it out!
Seeing him smiling can make my day, but seeing him smiling at her turns it into a twisting and turning of jealousy roaring in my stomach. I've become invisible to him, a ghost stuck in the past. Weeping over what could have happened, what we could have been. If she was never there to begin with, everything would be so perfect...what turned me so bitter? What made me hate this girl whom I know has a golden heart?Oh, that's right. He did.
The day went by as usual, wake up , have Sebastian drive me to school , go to class and learn all about businesses and health science. Same old, same old. Everything seemed to be in black and white, dull and boring. I guess this is what its like to lose someone and to never have the ability to move on. I sighed deeply and walked to the 'abandoned' music room.
These same doors I've walked in and out thousands of times, I always used to come here after school with a bright smile and a determined attitude.
I let out a small bitter laugh, tracing the handle with my fingertips. I can just feel the uneasy and cold aura that radiated from the room.I flinched slightly and backed away to keep myself from breaking down the walls that took me months to build.
I can't remember the last time we even spoke to each other, we used to stay up until two in the morning talking about the most random shit.Then it turned into twice a week, then 2 weeks ago. Where did the relationship go swirling down the drain, drowning in the deep murky waters? I ask myself these questions on a daily basis.
Each day made me colder, becoming a poker faced girl with a personality as sour as a lemon.My nickname was Lemongrab, funny how the world just turn upside down. You didn't expect it so when you fall to the ceiling it's pretty damn painful. There's a phrase that explains exactly what happened to him...
He became out of reach.
My fingertips reaching out but never close enough to the old days.The sweet little nothings he used to whisper into my ear. Cute puns with a friendly pick-up line that he used to say and brighten up my world.
This world is truly cruel, I can't forgive him for making me so sour that my name makes you pucker your lips. I will find a way out of this cave, even if it takes me years, decades, centuries. I don't care anymore, just let me out.
I will become the one he desires most, but can't have...
Damn that was a fricking roller coaster, school ends soon. Its terrifying for me, end of year exams all next week (like damn I just want to stare at my senpai pls). *sighs*, don't worry I have a Nagisa X Reader I'm store for you! Anyways I do hope you've enjoyed and...HAVE A GOOD ONE!
~Currently 'Drunk In The Woods'
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The Little Things : Anime Oneshots
CasualeThis is my collection of oneshots made just for you! Indulge irresponsibly ;)