Never let U Go (One Direction Fan Fic)

Don't Let It Be Over *Court*

I was sitting on the counter in the bathroom of our current hotel. I knew that everyone else had no idea where I was but I didn't really care. I was fixing my mascara. You see, after I got back to mine and Harry's hotel room I cried. For three hours. A very big record for me.

I fixed my clothes, pulling my shirt in to its proper place. Then I put my hair up in a loose ponytail and sighed. Hopping off of the counter I turned around and stared in to the mirror. "I love him. I can't lose him." I whispered to myself.

"I don't think you should lie to yourself like that." I heard his voice say from behind me. I jumped like a frightened cat and turned to see Harry standing in the doorway.

"What am I lying about....? What are you saying?" I asked, unsure of what he meant. He gave me a sad smile.

"Courtney, I think you and I both know what I'm saying. I think...." I cut him off before he could finish his sentence.

"You're breaking up with me." I squeaked, feeling like my entire world was falling apart in front of my eyes. Harry sighed.

"We should take a break. Not break up, Court until you start actually being open and honest about how you feel." My entire world was literally crashing. My feelings turned from Hurt to Anger.

"If you think I'm not being honest about my feelings then you're clearly blind." I snapped. Harry huffed and rolled his eyes.

"You pull away from me almost every time we're alone. A relationship can't work like that." He retorted. I rolled my eyes this time.

"Great! Our relationship doesn't work! Why don't we just end it!" I screamed. I know that was a bit harsh to say but I was pissed off.

"I'm not ready to let go of you completely." He said in a soft voice. Well, soft compared to my scream.

"You're not sure that you love me but you're not sure enough to let me go. Baby it ain't fair you know, to just keep me hangin around. You say you don't want to hurt me, don't want to see my tears. So why are you still standing here just watching me drown?" I said deliberately. Yes, I was quoting a song.

"Like I said... A break." He repeated before turning around and leaving. For the second time that day my anger melted away and I was sad again. I made my way back to my bed, curling in to a ball and putting my iPod on shuffle.

Two voices perfectly blending

Right from the start

Oh, I'm afraid that's ending

And my world is fallin' apart

IT'S OVER AND I FEEL SO ALONE

THIS IS A SADNESS I'VE NEVER KNOWN

HOW DID I LET

THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS

SLIP AWAY

AND I'M AFRAID THE HURT IS

HERE TO STAY

Promises made, not meant

to be broken

From a long time ago

Oh, so many words still unspoken

Tell me how was I to know

(IT'S OVER)

IT'S OVER

NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE

WHY IN THE WORLD DID THIS

HAPPEN TO ME?

HOW COULD I LET