Never let U Go (One Direction Fan Fic)

L-O-V-E *Court*

L-O-V-E *Court*

"Boo! I'm tired!" I whined, leaning against his shoulder as we sat at our table in Nandos. He rubbed his thumb in circles where his hand rested on my arm.

"Do you want to go back to the hotel?" He asked, sitting up a little more. I nodded slowly. "We're going back to the hotel to go to sleep." Harry stated, wrapping an arm around my waist and standing up.

"Oh we all know what you're really doing." Louis laughed in to his drink. I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Yeah. Going to sleep." I responded irritatedly.

"Suurrrreeee." Lou chuckled. I clenched my jaw. Harry started to try and calm me down but the look Lou was shooting at us didn't help.

"I'm not a fucking slut Louis so no we're not sleeping together!" I shouted before turning on my heel and storming away.

"Courtney slow down!" I heard Harry shout behind me. That didn't work. I just walked faster. But I had pretty short legs and he eventually caught up with me about half a block before I reached the hotel.

"I'm really not in a good mood right now Harold." I stated, shoving my hands in the pockets of my jacket.

"You know he was just kidding, right?" He tried. I spun around, furiously glaring at him.

"We've only been dating for a couple days! I'm not going to sleep with you Harry! That's not funny to me!" I yelled, earning a few looks from the people walking down the sidewalk around us.

"I know. Louis' sense of humor isn't always the best but...." He struggled to find the right words. I didn't wait for something that would never come.

"You know what Harry, just leave me alone! For once in my god damn life I want someone to leave me alone and just let me be miserable!" I saw the hurt look on his face. If I hadn't been so pissed off I would have immediately said I was sorry for saying what I said. But I couldn't.

"Okay. I'll leave you alone." He replied in a monotone voice.

"Gee thanks." I spat before stomping off to the hotel. It only took about two minutes to get upstairs to the room and shut the door behind me. When I was sure no one would hear me I broke down in to tears. I hated crying in front of other people. I was supposed to be the strong one. The one that everyone thought could handle anything people threw at her. A group of lyrics to one of my old favorite songs came to mind.

Love of my life, my soulmate

You're my best friend

Part of me like breathing

Now half of me is left

I don't know anything at all

Who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you

Don't know why I'm still waiting

Many moons have come and gone

Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you need me

Hmmm hmmm mmm

Uhhh oohhh aahh

Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh

Now you're a song I love to sing

Never thought it'd feel so free