Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forgetting

Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forgetting: Part 32

JJ and I have been married for two months this month. I'm still smiling from that day, I couldn'tt have asked for a better wedding day and the guests made all of my dreams come true. I remember when JJ and I were little and he said that he'd be one of the best men at my wedding and I said I'd be one of the Bridesmaids at his, we didn't expect to end up marrying each other. The wedding photo's were published and they looked amazing. Olly made the little mistake of posting a photo of me and him on the wedding day on Twitter, the whole fan base saw it. Most of them thought it was cute, others hated but like everyone always says, haters gonna hate. JJ then decided to post one of the official photos on the Internet.

"People would have got them sooner or later" he said.

"I know" I smiled, as he clicked the send button.

I don't know if you can tell but that smile was very, very fake.

So the boys, is that who you're wanting to know about? Well after releasing their first album and finishing all of their summer concerts, they're heading out on their first tour around the UK for 2 months. I couldn't believe it when they told me, I burst into tears. We all did. I'd been through this whole journey with the boys and to now see them, selling out Arena's around the UK, it meant more to me than anyone could ever imagine. As for me, I'm doing ok, I guess. I mean...erm...well...fine you got me. I'm not exactly doing ok. This is a sensitive subject, I have to tell someone. I haven't really erm, well, you know, had a period for the past two months. I'm worried. JJ and I hadn't even planned this, I mean yeah we had a little bit of fun on our wedding night but we didn't mean for any of this to happen. Wait, I'm panicking again aren't I?. I really need to stop panicking before I find out the truth. The only solution to this problem was to go to the chemist and see what happens.

It was JJ's last day here before he left to go on tour with the boys. I wanted to spend the day with him, of course I did, but other things mattered. I got up bright and early, trying my best to be quiet as I slipped on my jeans and a hoodie and made my way towards the front door.

"Where you off too?" Shouted a voice behind me.

I turned to see JJ stood on the top of the stairs in his onsie.

"Oh nowhere important, we've ran  out of milk, I just needed to go and get some, I'll be 10 minutes"

"I wanted a duvet day with my wife"

"And I want a duvet day with my husband but we really need milk"

"We have coca cola"

"Without milk we don't have coffee"

"Oh...I see your point...well hurry up! I'll be waiting" He said, turning around and walking back to our room.

I breathed a sigh of relief. That was the first obstacle I had to cross, nothing could get in my way now. As I walked down the pathways and into the Village, a car pulled us besides me. The window winded down and I crouched down, popping my head at the window.

"Where you of too?" Asked JJ's dad, turning the radio down.

"Just into town, we've ran out of milk"

 "Oh Go over to ours, the Mrs will sort you out with something"

"Oh thankyou" I said, putting my hood up and continuing to walk.

The car reversed.

"Meg, our house is that way?"

"Oh yes, I'm sorry, wrong direction" I said with a giggle, turning around and walking the opposite way.

I hid behind the corner and watched the car drive away. Then I ran back down, I decided to run because it would get me there quicker. Before I knew it, I was in the queue in the chemist. Thank goodness no one could spot me now. I ran to the isle, picked up my package, paid and then made my way back into the house. The warmth making my cheeks go red.