☪ X: tenth of february

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my birthday is approaching
and i might break my promise, boy
but let me recount the things that happened

first, i fell in love with you

and second chances i was longing for

for the third time, i dreamt about you and me

so when the fourth came by, i carved myself to fit your mold so hollow

because i knew the fifth signal you sent out, and it wasn't even meant for me

loving you was like the sixth advice i gave that i didn't even follow

and now i found out the seventh incident: your love not reciprocating

as i stood up, moving onto the eighth solution: letting it go

i ran all the way up to the ninth floor, not looking back even once

because, it will all eventually boil down when the tenth of february arrives

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