Healing (KTH, featuring KNJ)

Chapter 37

A/N-This is as explicit as this book is likely to get. For those who are uncomfortable, I see you. Just go ahead and skip this chapter. You won't lose the thread of the story, I promise.

I have tried to be tasteful while staying true to my characters. For those who want to see how Clara and Taehyung continue their relationship physically, here it is!

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After dinner Taehyung had a few quick calls to make, mostly focused on the logistics for the next day. The company had found someone from the government office who would meet them at a private office that Big Hit kept for situations like this. An office that allowed them total privacy, even from prying eyes in the company. And they had also organized for a private dinner afterward, so their families and the members could join them in celebrating their union.

Soon enough he was off the last call, and Clara felt like he was staring at her like his personal prey. With her eyes getting bigger, she watched him stalk toward her, his teeth biting on his lower lip, while he raised his eyebrow suggestively. She could only think of one thing to do. Run.

She ran past him into her bedroom while he chased close behind. He reached her before she was able to start to close the door, pulling her close to his warm chest. "There isn't going to be any getting away from me tonight. You know that right?" he whispered suggestively in her ear.

She squeaked, but then composed herself. "Can you give me just a few minutes? I'd like to use the bathroom and get ready. Is that ok?"

Taehyung released her to let her go with a quick tap on her bottom. "You have ten minutes and then I'll break down the door if I need to. Off you go."

Clara wasn't used to this Taehyung. He was so forward and aggressive. Usually he treated her like she was fragile, and he was incredibly sweet. But she was kind of liking it and wanted to see what it would be like to give herself over to him in this state.

Locking herself in the bathroom she took a deep breath as she stared in the mirror. Tonight wouldn't be her first time, but she really wasn't terribly experienced. And she hadn't been with anyone since Namsoo's death. So she was a bit out of practice to say the least.

Setting those thoughts aside, she brushed her teeth and her hair, put on some cherry lip gloss that she knew Taehyung loved, and prepared herself to return to Taehyung's clutches. Opening the door she let out a little scream and jumped when she saw Taehyung leaning against the frame. "I've been waiting for you." He husked, grabbing her and pulling him toward her. Turning around he walked her backward to the bed, pushing her to sit down.

Kneeling between her legs he looked Clara in the eye and became serious. "If at any point you are uncomfortable you need to let me know OK? This is about us, so we both need to be enjoying it. Do you understand?"

Clara nodded her head yes and Taehyung grunted in approval. "I love you so much". Pushing her back on the bed he started with slow and gentle kisses. Taehyung pulled slightly away, teasing Clara with just the gentlest brushes of his lips and the warmth of his soft breath, Clara adjusted to chase after his lips. "My baby girl is getting impatient isn't she?" He teased in response.

Clara whined and blushed in response, something Taehyung would never get tired of. He repositioned himself sitting against the headboard and patted his lap for Clara to come close and straddle him. Clara immediately complied and was rewarded by his arms pulling her hips close and a series of more passionate kisses. As his lips began to trail down her neck, his hands began to explore her skin under her shirt.

"You are my wedding present, and I can't wait to unwrap you." He whispered in her ear, followed by a gentle nip. Clara already felt like she was floating. And while she wasn't nearly as confident as Taehyung, she found she was also anxious to keep moving forward.

Clara began to slowly unbutton Taehyung's shirt. Trailing her hands across his warm chest, she helped him slide it off his shoulders. He responded in kind, pulling her shirt over her head, leaving him with a view of her full lacy purple bra.

"I would tell you that purple is my favorite color, but in this case, I think I'd prefer nothing at all."

Taehyung slowly began to slide the straps off her shoulders, covering her collar bone with kisses, soft bites, and soothing licks. Then his hand slowly slid around to her back to release the rest of her remaining scrap of fabric. He hummed in appreciation as he allowed his fingers to trace her breasts, watching as every part of her continued to respond to him.

"Is there more for me to unwrap?" He quietly teased as he shifted to lay Clara back on the bed. He trailed the tip of his nose down her torso, following the path of his warm breath until he arrived at her pants. "I do see more for me to unwrap still." He hummed in satisfaction as he slowly released her button and began to unzip her denim.

Taehyung seemed to sense that Clara would feel uncomfortable if she was fully exposed while he remained partially dressed. So he paused his exploration of her body. "I feel like I'm getting a little warm from all of this hard work. Maybe I should take off a few layers and get more comfortable. What do you think?" He purred in her ear.

"Ok" she managed to whisper in exchange, with the sweet blush never leaving her cheeks.

Taehyung quickly rid himself of all his clothes except his boxers. He didn't want to push too fast, hoping to savor more of their first time together. He returned to her pants helping her shimmy out until she was nearly fully exposed. Now only covered by her lace panties that matched her long gone purple top. He growled in appreciation as more of her body was revealed to him, returning to kiss her and languidly tangle her tongue with his own.

Pausing for a breath, he scooped her into his arms, now pressing her almost fully naked skin as tight against his as he could. He could feel her beginning to press against him, only their last bits of clothing keeping them apart.

Rubbing her skin he brushed her ear with his lips. "I'm afraid you might be getting cold now that you are missing so much of your clothes. Maybe I should warm you up, what do you think?"

Clara could only nod in agreement. She felt like she was nearly on fire with her desire and wasn't sure how much longer she could wait to be fully connected.

"Ok baby girl, let me just take care of these last bits of clothes and then I'll warm you up really good, ok?"

"Ok" Clara whispered back.

Soon there was no more fabric between them. Laying Clara back, Taehyung gently whispered "Just relax my love. Let me take care of you." Then crawling in between her legs he began to nudge at her entrance as she spread her legs further apart and began to wiggle against him, ready to fully feel him inside her.

Kissing her he began to slowly slide in, loving the feel of her around him.  He moving to kiss her neck as she arched up into him.

From here he led her on a magical journey. He was strong and aggressive at times. And at others he simply stilled while he stared into her eyes and told her how perfect she was for him. Taehyung bathed every part of Clara in his love. Her body, mind, heart, and soul. And after he felt like she might be starting to understand just how passionately he felt, they both acknowledged the need to continue to the euphoria of climax. Reaching their peak together, Clara felt she was flying. While her heart was racing she truly felt at peace. Seen, loved, and cared for I'm every way.

Taehyung gently rolled over so she was laying on top of him, her legs still spread wide to straddle him and stay as close as possible.

"I love you," he whispered. "This has truly been one of the best moments of my life.