"i want to say goodbye." violet said to penelope. "by myself." she said stopping both of the others from coming in. she took a deep breath and walked in. she seen her mimi hooked up to machines. she looked away gulping while her eyes stung of tears.
violet walked over to her mimi and sat down. she grabbed her hand before lightly rubbing her thumb over it.
"i'm sorry. i'm really sorry." violet said softly. "i know. i know i should've come and seen you more. i just couldn't see you like that. i really hate myself for not coming to you. it's not your fault i swear." she said a couple of tears falling down.
violet looked around the room to see a picture of butterflies she smiled to herself.
"remember when i was ten, you took me to this butterfly park, and we caught some but we let them go. and i snuck one home and you found out and told me that i couldn't keep it. i never knew why. but you told me that she had a family" violet paused wiping her tears off her cheeks. "i never knew why family was as important as it is. but after losing mom and dad i felt so lost. and i learned why you made me give the butterfly back. and now i'm losing you. it feels so.." she trailed off. "so unreal. i wish every night when i go to bed that i'll wake up and mom and dad would be downstairs being in love with each other. the smell of pancakes and bacon. and the morning calls i got from you before school. i just wish i could press rewind. but i can't."
violet started crying harder. she laid her head down on the bed.
"i'm so sorry. i don't want to let you go. but i know you're hurting. and i know you'll see papal, dad and mom up there. and i know you wouldn't want me to be sad. and i'll try but i can't promise anything." she said quietly.
violet started thinking. her grandma had told her on the phone a month before to tell the triplets about the accident. violet had always said no because she didn't want them to look at her differently.
"but i can promise i'll tell them. i will. because that's what you wanted. you wanted me to have someone there to talk to. and i will. i'm sorry. goodbye, mimi." violet said sniffling before placing a kiss on her forehead and letting go.
forever.
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where do we go now, matt sturniolo
FanfictionIN WHICH a new girl moves to town catching the eyes of matt sturniolo. what happens when she feels differently? "we could meet down the line after all of the time and, give an actual try i can't promise you'll like it i know i changed overnight so...
