It's Complicated ♧ n.h. [unedited]

Chapter 23

(1 month later…)

Liz’s POV

It’s been weeks since the guys left. I keep daily contact with Louis and talked to Liam, Zayn and Harry once in a while. Niall… well he texts me sometimes telling me he misses me or ‘if only he could’… but I never reply. Every time I get a text from him my mood changes completely and I’m a screwed up (sad) mess. I try not to get down but I miss him so much it hurts…

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Andrew walked in my room with a determined expression on his face. “Here you go” he said while giving me an envelope. I opened it and inside was a 2-way airplane ticket… to London. What the hell?

“What is this?” I asked confused.

“What do you think it is?” he asked sarcastically.

“I know what it is, but why are you giving me this?” I asked him, because I really was clueless.

“You are taking an airplane to London tonight and will be back in a week” he stated.

“It’s this for a mission I was assigned?” I asked again really confused. If it was a mission why didn’t the Captain tell me himself… unless something bad happened?

“It’s not a mission… well yeah, it’s a personal mission” he said quietly and sat next to me on my bed.

“Liz… I can’t keep ignoring the fact that since the guys left, you’ve been so unhappy. I really feel like one of them… I’m guessing Niall, stole your heart, on his stay here” he said with sadness in his eyes, I hated seeing him like this.

“Why would you think Niall stole my heart?” I asked quietly while hugging my knees.

“I don’t know… maybe because he was the only one you trusted when you had amnesia, or the fact that him singing to you was the only way you got your memory back, or because you ALWAYS wear an angel necklace that I had never seen before until after your birthday, and you did disappear for like 10 minutes that day” he continued.

“I don’t know what to say, I don’t know if in fact I’m in love with him” I lied so he wouldn’t feel worse.

“Let’s make a deal. Go to London, talk to him, do whatever you need to do if it feels right, have fun and in a week come back and you decide what you want to do. But you have to come back knowing if you love him or not, and if you still want to be with me, alright?” he said, sounding like the most understanding guy I’ve ever met.

“Are you sure?” I asked but already my heart was hoping to go and see Niall again.

“Yeah” he said with a nod and attempted to give me an encouragingly smile.

Okay London, here we go…

Part 2 

It was a long 9 hour flight to London.

Damn that was horrible, I knew there was a reason why I never flew out of my side of the world.

When I got there I took a cab to a hotel about 10 minutes from the guy’s house, ate a snack, took a long shower, got dressed in shorts and a t-shirt and got another cab to their house.

While I walked up their steps I started getting really nervous.

What if they’re not here? What if they’re busy? Or worse what if they don’t want to see me?

When I knocked I was literally freaking out so much I was about to leave when Liam opened the door.

He had a shocked expression on his face, “Liz?” he whispered confused, then realized it actually was me and yelled “Liz!” and hugged me.