I Don't Want To Live Like This...

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The rest of the car ride was filled with silence. I stared out of the car window. "Are you ok, love?" He asks me. "I can't do this anymore. I don't want to live like this," I admit, I was tired of all of this. He doesn't say anything but when I look over at him, his fingers wrap tightly around the steering wheel.

"What do you mean, 'you can't do this anymore,' love?" He asks me in a tight voice. "I always imagined that when I got pregnant. it'd be with someone who loves me and I them. and when that didn't happen I thought at least. Maybe I could get...no puedo hacer esto. Nadie vive así. Estoy tan cansado. Soy una virgen embarazada de 18 años. No puedo hacer esto. Quiero a este bebé, lo quiero. pero es todo demasiado, y me siento solo," I say breaking into Spanish mid-way. I was sobbing at this point.

[Translation: I can not do this. Nobody loves like that. I am so tired. I am an 18 year old pregnant virgin. I can not do this.  I want this baby, I want her.  But it's too much and I feel alone]

"Listen, love. You are by far the strongest, bravest, human I have met. I can't understand what you are even going through. Just, please. Give me one more chance," he begs me and I just look out the window. Eventually, I fall asleep.

NIKLAUS'S POV:

I slowly unbuckle her and pull her out of the car. She snuggles into my chest. I smile. She looked so cute. Her gorgeous belly, carrying our little wolf. I slowly walked into her room, past an angry Rebekah. I sighed, I slowly laid her bed, and I took off her coat, and her shoes. I run my fingers through a strand of her hair. "Don't go," she whispers and I smile. I get into bed, and she curls up to my side. "Please, don't leave me," she whispers.

"I'd never," I whisper back. I knew I had to keep this promise. She was my everything. She was the mother of my daughter. "Hmm, Jenni. Don't do that..." she mumbles. My only question is, 'who is Jennifer?'

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