natalia diana miller twenty - three los angeles, california ——— the next day.
"ryan?" i yawned while rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. "what are you doing here?" i asked him slowly sitting up from my bed.
"where were you last night?" he asked me sitting at the edge of the bed.
i looked at him confused, before picking my phone up, which unfortunately had 6 missed calls from dawn, one call from payton, and two messages from eminem.
making me lightly blush.
last night, i agreed to go somewhere with him, like a little date you know.
"i went to a party with meg, a dr. dre party." i told him shrugging not getting too much into it because i didn't want to start an argument with him.
"so you didn't have someone walk you to your car?" he asked me as i frowned.
"i mean yea but i didn't feel like it was that serious, they asked and i didn't say no."
"where was domo? or your security?" he questions as i shrugged.
"they were in the car.. i didn't think it would be serious since he was just walking me to the car."
"so if some girl i was flirting with all night walked me to my car after they tried to kiss me you'd be okay with it?" he questioned as i rolled my eyes.
"ryan what is your point?" i asked him.
me and ryan haven't been on the same page for days now and all of a sudden he wanted to act as if we had the best relationship in the world.
"i don't want my woman looked at as a whore."
"i'm not your woman though." i said standing up. "if i can recall correctly you said you could never be publicly seen me so why are you here now." i asked him shaking my head and tying my robe tighter. "leave my keys on the table, you can show yourself out." i told him shrugging my shoulders.
"why you gotta be like that?" ryan asked.
"ryan you are incredibly insecure when it comes to the people i am associated with. i don't need someone like you that just brings negativity towards me."
"is this supposed to be funny?" he asked as i shook my head.
"ryan just please leave, i really dont want to fight with you right now." i said frowning.
it was 7:45 am and i had a long day ahead of me.
——— sevenhours later
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"scene, over!" jonas said after the kissing scene.
everyone wanted me to keep this good girl image but had me doing things like have sex scenes and kissing most of my costars.
honestly, the good girl image, i was over it. i wanted to live for myself, for once in my life.
hugh darcy was a good guy, not the best kisser but a good guy but he was nosey. always worrying about my relationship and what i had going on.
he was like real life paparazzi.
"sooo how are you and ryan?" hugh asked me as i made my way to my trailer.
he smacked his teeth and began to follow me. "are you seriously going to ignore me? is it because ryan dumped you again. you can always come home with me and i'll show you my true colors."
i scoffed. "i don't even want to see the colors i have to hugh. and next time we have a kissing scene please brush your teeth before hand." i told him making it to my trailer. "we only work together, we are not friends. i don't want to be rude but i am not the biggest fan of you." i told him closing the door behind me and locking it.
i sighed. if he wasn't a asshole, i would consider being friends- if at least cordial with him.
i picked up my phone to see dawn had texted me about being in a music videos for a next upcoming artist.
i, of course, agreed.
i liked to try and at least help a career when i could, i didn't have no one help me get publicity so i would at least try to help others.
i also received text from payton and ryan. only responding to payton.
from payton : i miss you.
from payton : come see me.
from payton : i love you.
i rolled my eyes. him and his wife must be in bad terms at the moment.
