Ishq ka Raang Safed Piya

19.Ghar Grihasthi

A very long chapter, may seem boring and slow but very important for the base and to understand Shehnaaz's character and her actions,reaction and responses ..still I want you all to do inline comments..your comments prompt my updates earlier. So please do that and vote if you like reading whatever I write.I read not all but many of your comments in between my busy schedule and you all make me feel so happy by your comments.

"Kya...kuch nahi hua?..".

"Sacch me kuch nahi hua...jhhuth to nahi bol rahi ho na?".

Sanu nodded..

"Aur Sidharth bhai..wo gussa to nahi hai na...unhone kuch nahi kiya ya tune koi kaand to nahi kiya?".Shagun asked again in disbelief.

Sanu looked back at her frowning ..."hum kya hamesha kaand hi karte hai...hum se kyon pooch rahi ho...unse poocho na ye sab tab jane..kya ..kyon nahi kiya..humari marzi ya mann se kuch ho sakta hai kya...hum to ladki hai...jiski koi iksha(wish) aur choice nahi hoti...jo hai ..jitna hai utne me hi jeena sikhane ki nasihat di jati hai".She muttered low rolling her eyes in disappointment and irritation.

She low key expected Sidharth there to defend and speak in favour of her validating and discarding her thinking of status of girls and women in the society..breaking all whims of patriarchal society... but to her disdain he was not here now and what she heard further fumed her and broke her heart only ..coming from her Shagun di.

Expectations!!...from people,circumstances and mostly by our own people whom we trust and love consider our very own.expectations from them ...they hurt always...still we choose to expect and hurt ourselves again and again.

"Oh...Sidharth bhai ki jaisi marzi...wo jo karte hai soch samajh kar hi karte hai..".Shagun said with a sad face sighing.

"Haan galat to bas hum hai sabki nazar me...hamesha se hi".

Sanu spoke taking a breathe.She was actually frustrated .Her head was aching,she was exhausted and tired..though she had slept well for 4 hours straight and she felt under some pressure by her talks...as if her single motive and purpose of this wedding was to consummate this marriage.

Shagun wanted to confirm all surprised from Shehnaaz who was getting ready fastly after wearing her peacock blue plain chiffon saree.She was very late..It was already going to be 9 AM..she had woke up so late in an empty bed covered in her duvet.Sidharth was not there and it was now breakfast time and after breakfast alot of guests and relatives had to take leave along with her own family ..and dadi maa has instructed her strictly to be there to come as early as possible in the living hall to greet them good bye,take there blessings .

And here both her sisters were bombarding her with question..basically she was stuck in the ruckus of her sisters.

"kya matlab ...aise kaise?...kuch nahi hua...mard hi hai na wo...ya tumne kuch kiya hoga natak? gussail to hai hi wo jaisa humne suna hai...tabhi hath nahi lagaya tumko..ya tumko us layak nai samjha ki kuch kare tumhare sath..iska matlab samajh rahi ho tum?..kahin unko bhi tumhare saanwle rang se dikkat to nahi?...par chehra ka rang jaisa bhi ho..kya fark padta hai..mard to apni bhookh mitata hai bas.....tumne hi kuch kiya hoga Sanu...mard ki aan ko thes pahuchane ka matlab janti ho tum?...kitna seekhaya tha tumko Sanu...pati ko khush rakho..hume laga tha tum thaki hogi..kacchi umar hai tumhari...raat ke bad..isliye so rahi ho itne late tak..par yahan ye sun rahe hai ki tumhari to seal bhi nahi tooti abhi tak..".Rashmi spoke all angry.

"Rashmi ..kaise baat kar rahi ho..bacchi hai wo".Shagun shouted at her.

"Koi bacchi nahi hai wo...aur hum apni sagi behen se baat kar rahe hai na..tumko kya matlab usse..tum bolo to bahut accha..waah ji waah".Rashmi spoke in anger.