𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱

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It was past curfew but I really needed to go to the astronomy tower, Reg had gone to his dorm after we baked the Cannolis saying he was exhausted. So I decided to make my way to the Astronomy tower. 

I have a container filled with cannolis that I wasn't going to eat, I just made too many.

I sit there at the edge of the tower with my feet hanging over the edge, staring up at the night sky littered with beautiful stars. This used to be our spot, we would sit here every friday and talk about anything and everything. And now I'm here, on a friday night, under a beautiful starry night, but without him. I like to believe he's a star now, watching over me.

Kay

Reg asked for you today and I couldn't bring myself to tell him. Telling people makes it all feel real. i'm not ready for it to be real.

Death.

I never realized how unexpected and eternal death was. I never thought that the last conversation we had would be our last. It's a strange feeling...Losing someone, Surreal almost. For a person to be there one minute and not the next. As if you were never there in the first place. I Still look for you, as if you'll show up and tell me it was all a bad dream. But you won't, will you?

Kay Ares

When you died, Part of me died with you. It doesn't feel right that I'm breathing, and you're not. That my heart is still beating, whilst yours isn't. That your skin is ice cold, while mine is filled with warmth. It doesn't feel right that I got to live, and you didn't. When you died you took a part of me with you, without it I'm not myself, I don't think i'll ever be fully myself again. But it's fine, I'd rather you have it.

Kay Ares Pierce

People say it gets easy over time, that the pain subdues eventually. But they don't know the type of pain I feel. They don't know how it is to only be half a soul. They don't know how I struggle to look in the mirror because all I can see is the twin that I no longer have. They don't know.

I am half a person, a walking corpse with a heart that's barely beating. My body aches and my shattered grieving soul bleeds. I needed Kay like I needed oxygen and now that he's gone I can't breathe, I can't live.

So here I am sitting on the edge of the Astronomy Tower, gazing up at the sky with silent tears running down my face. Feeling like half a person, barely living half a life. Hoping to find him again between the stars.

"My little warrior..." The whisper comes out so broken.

Warrior

He was born in the madness of the world, raised to be a soldier. Always with a strategy in his mind, searching for weaknesses, analyzing people. He was strong, smart, caring. Always trying to keep everyone safe. Always the protector. 

He was a Storm, an unstoppable force. A Soldier, with a golden heart. A Warrior, with a broken soul. 

He lived up to his name.

With a final look at the stars I stood up and left the Astronomy Tower. I stopped Regulus from spiraling, but who was going to stop me?

I got this.

I got this.

I got this. 

I was so lost in my head, I didn't even notice a figure walking my way.

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