𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭

𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐲

Na'vi language will be in bold.
'✈️' = time skip

Before getting on the Ikran to leave, Quaritch knew that it wouldn't be smart to let Spider or I fly alone, so again, I had to fly with colonel and Spider was supervised by the 'Z-dog' demon.

I didn't want to go with him. I didn't want to go with anyone. I wanted to be at home with my two children, chasing each other around the forest.

"Get on." Quaritch strictly interrupts my thoughts. I shook my head, furrowing my eyebrows. "No! You need to go save the people." I whined, tears now dripping off my chin. "This isn't fair."

"Like I told you earlier, this is none of your concern. Get on."

I looked back one more time before making a quick decision. I ran towards the men with all the speed I had in me,  yelling noises coming from the background. I threw myself on one of them, distracting the people to start a fight. The man I was on struggled to find his footing, maneuvering his way out of my grasp.

I hissed at him, getting on my toes again. He aimed his flamethrower at some of the people and I only took myself, launching at it and ripping it out of his arms. I threw the weapon in another direction, ending up near the shore. "What are you doing?!" The dude I had attacked spoke up.

"Saving the people!" I implied, getting small reactions in return. Noises of clashing echoed throughout the air with the teal aliens fighting the army guys. "The damage is already done." The blue guy next to me informed out of breath.

And then I realized he was right. "I want to save them from any more damage there was to make." But right as I said so, I felt someone grab me from behind, restricting me from attacking anyone else. That certain someone lifted me up, throwing me over their shoulder and I already knew exactly in that moment who that was.

"Put me down!" I complain, kicking and thrashing around. "Cut it out. You're acting like a child." Quaritch announced. "You guys are acting like the children!" I had to argue back, I just had to.

He casted me to sit on his creature, but I denied it. I wasn't going to leave.

"Stop resisting and get on the damn dragon." He grunted. "No! Fuck all of you guys. You are making the wrong decisions!" I wept, tears still pouring out of anger and sorrow.

Quaritch ignored me, forcefully sitting me down and I gave up. I had to sit down or I'd be facing bigger consequences. He got on behind me in order to make sure I wasn't going to pull any cheap tricks on him.

He bonded with his animal and flew off, over to the sea.

Flying was tough for me. I kept tearing up every few minutes just by thinking about the circumstances, making sniffling noises and feeling awful for what I couldn't stop.

But after all, I was just a Na'vi girl.

"Stop crying." The man sitting behind me asserted. I shook my head lightly. I was so over it. Over him. "After all, you were the one that disobeyed my rules, and disobeyed me."

"I'm not going to respect or obey you, demon. You kidnapped me." I snarled. "Watch your tone." He replies huskily. I roll my eyes. He wasn't even listening!

"You really didn't have to do that to them." I dragged on, not being able to even express the amount of anger I had built up inside of me. I was so angry that I was unable to do anything more than just cry, argue, yell and move around.

"I'm alive for one reason in particular. I am going to accomplish my goal one way or another. I have no more sympathy for anyone else." He had commented to my sentence.

"That's truly sad. You could be a good man, even if you have a job to get done. Even if you say you weren't a good man in the past, that could all change in you tried." I sassed, anger flowing through my speeches.

"Well, it doesn't matter anymore, does it? Whats done is done." The smallest hint of remorse was now found in his body language. "If you turned around now, you could change it. You could save the people." I pleaded.

It took him a couple of seconds before he opened up his mouth again. "It's too late."

"No! It's not too late." I turned my head around, looking up at him. We were only inches away, but I didn't let it distract me. "It's never to late."

His eyes wandered around my features. "Don't start acting like this. I'm following protocol."

I looked back ahead of myself, my heart sinking deeper in my chest. I felt let down, like I expected something more from him. "I was really starting to like you, Quaritch." I murmured, feeling him loosen up his posture behind me.

Before we started landing on the ship, I realized how silent the trip back was after we said what we had said. I was guessing he didn't know what to say next, or know how I meant it. To be fully honest with you, I didn't know either, so we were only left with our crowded minds, roaming free.

~✈️~

Quaritch tossed me off of his banshee, cuffing me just as he did with the water people. I just felt betrayed. I didn't care anymore if he was upset that I disobeyed him or not, he was in the wrong. Not me.
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A/N - i add these author notes at the end of each chapter bc it's aesthetic 😇

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