I cry for about 2 hours before I go inside to hear sobbing on the couch. It was JJ. I start to walk outside when I hear him talk. "Y/n why him? Anyone else but him." He says, "I- it was an accident, I didn't mean to." I say, he scoffs, "you wanna know what really happened that night?" I ask, "YES." He practically yells, "I thought he was you because I was drunk as fuck, and my vision was blurry and I imagined he was you, so I thought I was fucking you JJ, I'm sorry ok, if I knew it was Rafe I wouldn't have done it, but I didn't and I don't know what to say but sorry." I say, tears streaming down my face. Everything went silent for a few second before he started to speak. "Oh... I didn't know, I'm sorry, I didn't think about that." He says, "ok well sorry doesn't cut it, you don't go around just assuming shit, you ASK, not get mad at me and run off." I scoff and walk out the door. I was angry and not even at him or Rafe, I was mad at myself for letting this happen, for letting me get drunk and fuck Rafe. I had no one else to blame but myself. Before my dad got abusive he always said I was special, and that I shouldn't blame myself for shit that happened on accident. Well that sucks because, in this situation it WAS my fault. There was no way I could stau here and face JJ and I had no where else to go except the last place I wanted to be...... home.
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'More Than Friends' JJ Maybank X Reader
Romance"Fuck you" "My pleasure princess" This is a JJ Maybank X Reader story, maybe a smut if you guys want but ya, so I was inspired to rite this story and because I LOVE Outer Banks, and JJ is so hot I decided to write this...
