'More Than Friends' JJ Maybank X Reader

"Am I losing my friends?.."

I decided to go home, because my friends weren't talking to me. I don't even know how they turning this shit all onto me anyways like no, this was supposed to be about them not me. I wish I just didn't tell them what happened. I lay in bed and think about what had happened but Kie's words just kept replaying in my head. So you don't trust us is what your saying, that you can't really on us, y/n we've been there for you since Elementary school, and all you've been doing lately has been pushing us away, maybe you need some time on your own to get your shit together. I just couldn't them out of my head, I realize that I really shouldn't have said what I did, they ARE my best friends, and have always been there for me through everything, and I just keep pushing them away, ever since this summer started and this crazy shit started happening, I just feel like I'm loosing my friends. I hear a knock at my door and yell I'll be down in a second, I quickly fix my hair, and put on a little makeup before running down the stairs, I open the door to see JJ standing there. "What are you doing here?" I asked, not in the mood to talk. "I heard what happened, y/n you have been pushing us away, why didn't you tell me your dad was abusing you this bad?" He asks and I snap from all the pressure and shit that has been going on, "because I can't trust you, I trusted you and you cheated on me, the only reason I dated Rafe was to get payback on you. JJ you used to take my breath away, but now I realize you were just suffocating me." I say, he looks at me shocked, "and I saw you at the party, you don't think I look on instagram? Why are you trying to make me jealous?" I ask, "are you that blind?" He asks me, "let me spell it out for you, I. Like. YOU. I always have y/n, I love you and I'm sorry I hurt you, I cheated on yoh because I felt like you were falling out of love with me, you were distant and never had sex with me, and barely talked to me, I was trying to get my mind off you so it wouldn't hurt so bad, because I thought you were going to break up with me." He says, I look at him shocked that he likes me this much. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get distant, and I was never going to break up with you, it's just everything that happened with my mom and my dad, and everything had me really stressed out, that's why, I'm sorry if you felt like I didn't like you, but the truth is I did still like you and even after we broke up I still liked you, I would love you forever, and nothing can ruin that." I say smiling, "this is the part where you kiss me." I say, "oh right, sorry, I was too busy staring at your beautiful face." He says, I chuckle "suck up." I say before he kisses me and we go inside and slam the door.