'More Than Friends' JJ Maybank X Reader

"Are you trying to push us away?"

I get to the Chateau and I walk in and everyone turns to look at me and their eyes widen. "Y/n what the fuck happened to you?!?" Sarah asked, "It's nothing." I say, "no, it's not nothing, tell us NOW." She says bossily, and I gave in and told them the whole story, JJ was nowhere to be seen, which I was happy and sad about. After I finished telling them what happened, they all started cussing and yelling and clenching their teeth and fists. "Guys it's fine, it's not like it hasn't happened a lot of times before." I say and then realize they didn't know that, and I bang my head on the wall cursing."What the fuck did you just say?" Pope says, "Nothing..." I say quickly. "Y/n why didn't you tell us?" John B asks, "because I don't want pitied or people feeling bad for me." I say annoyed, "yeah we do feel bad for you because we care." Kie says, "yeah well its not a big deal so stop caring so much." I say, "y/n get your head out of your ass and realize that this IS a big deal, you get ABUSED, we thought JJ had it bad you have it 10 times worse." John B says scoffing and shaking his head in disbelief. "It's MY life so stop interfering and just worry about yourselves. Cool you know my dad is a abusive ass bitch, SO WHAT, I'm used to it, this is why I didn't tell you, this is why I only told JJ, because I knew you guys would do this." I say, "So you don't trust us is what your saying, that you can't rely on us, y/n we've been there for you since Elementary school, and all you've been doing lately has been pushing us away, maybe you need some time on your own to get your shit together." Kie says and storms out of the Chateau, then one by one everyone else follows, until I'm standing in the Chateau alone. All I seem to do is keep fucking up. I say to myself, and punch the wall and scream at myself.