Nightmares

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"I know what it's like to be afraid of your own mind." - Dr. Spencer Reid

Spencer's gone.

He's gone.

You knew this was going to happen. You were going to close your eyes and all of the good things would be gone. Your living back home with your parents. You have no communication with Spencer or anyone on the team. Since moving back, you haven't made any new friends. You refuse to talk to your parents. It's your way of trying to tell them 'I don't like you, I want to go home. Your not my family.'

You hear a phone begin to ring downstairs. Neither of your parents are home so you walk down to pick it up. When your hand touches the phone you wake up.

Sweat dripping down your forehead as you try to catch your breath and take in your surroundings. Your in your apartment. You took a deep breath and realized it was all just a dream. Just a really bad dream.

Spencer walks in the room to tell you he's made breakfast when your phone begins to ring, cutting him off mid sentence.

You reach over and pick your phone up off of the nightstand.

"Hello?"

"Hi! We need you and lover boy to come in. We got a new case. When you guys get here go straight to the round table."

"Ok Penn, lover boy and I will be there shortly."

You hang up the phone and look at Spence. "Looks like breakfast has to be to-go today."

"Looks like it. Well I'll get it ready and you need to get ready too. I'll make you a coffee."

"Thank you Spence."

He leaves and you stand up and start your day. Today was supposed to be an off day so this case better be good.
You decided on all black today so you slip on a black, long sleeved turtleneck. You put it together with a black pair of jeans, black heeled boots, and a long black jacket. You put on a gold necklace and it sets gently on your neck, laying overtop the turtleneck. You then put on a simple gold ring on your left ring finger. When you walk out of the room, Spencer looks you up and down. He definitely tried to hide it but you saw him do it and smoked to yourself. He walks up to you and grabs your hand.

"I can't wait to replace that ring with a better one." He kisses your forehead and turns to open the door for you. You grab your keys, gun and badge and walk out.

Your mind started to go wild when you were sitting in a small bit of traffic. Spencer had turned the radio on and turned the volume up just a bit. Other than that, silence. You can't think of words to say out loud when your head is flooded with words. Your word vomiting into your own head.

Did he mean what I think he meant?

He had to. What else would he be thinking. What else could he have meant?

You pull into your parking space and turn off the car. You and Spencer get out and start walking into the office. Spencer runs in front of you to open the door for you. Before you walk into the doors of the BAU, you kiss Spencer, all of the questions you had in the car still lingering in your thoughts.

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Hi! This is just a short filler chapter. This chapter was just to add some details and bring us into the new case that the team is working on. More coming soon!!

*cover photo for story has been changed*

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