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Chapter④⑥Chorong forgot

CHORONG'S POV

I dashed my way through the unit.I was dead tired.

I gave Luhan a weak smile before going inside my room.

My shoelaces were untied but I didn't mind.I don't care if I trip.I just want to lay down and sleep.I have lots of things to think about.

I tripped and my elbow hit the floor.

I didn't bother my bruised elbow.It's painful but I'm not really in the mood.I'm tired in understanding everything.Everything was a mess.I'm just really tired.

I laid down on my bed wearing the same clothes.Why do I have to see them again?

Especially on a good day like this?

I don't want to bother Luhan and Bomi.I don't want to be a burden to them anymore.

LUHAN'S POV

I know that there's something wrong with Chorong.Is she...SICK?

I knocked on her door.

You can come in.-Chorong

I went inside.She was wearing the same clothes.She looks tired.

I immediately touched her forehead.She wasn't hot.

Yah..Is there something bothering you?You can always tell me.-me

I'm fine.I'm just tired since I ran.-Chorong

I know you.-me

I insisted.I know she's keeping something from me.

I just miss my parents.You see,I just miss my dad and mom's jokes sometimes.If they were here,they would probably make me laugh.-Chorong

Do you want to go to Canada?-me

I want to but I couldn't leave my training.I don't want to be absent for a couple of weeks.Besides,I don't want to leave Korea.-Chorong

I will always accompany you here.Don't worry.Umm..Do you want food?Or water?-me

I'm fine.I just ate outside.-Chorong

But you have to eat again!-Me

I'm really full.Yah!Do you want me to look like a pig?-Chorong

A cute pig.-me

She ignored me.I just went out.At least I know what she's feeling.

But can't she recognize what day it is tomorrow?When we were kids,she would always be excited about it and jump so high!

CHORONG'S POV

I lied to Luhan.Well,I really miss Eomma and Appa but I'm really feeling bad today because of what I saw a while ago.

It hurted me.I can feel tears again.I wanna stop crying,even for a while.

I felt like my world was crushed into pieces.

I wanna hurt myself but I know that it won't do anything.

Maybe I can still hope.

What if I just get hurt again in the end?

But I can still fix this.

But what if it's really meant to be broken forever?

Am I bad?Terrible?Did I deserve those?

Maybe I have to be strong.

I don't want to rely on other people.I don't want them to get hurt too because of me.

I'm mad at myself.

I did not stand up for myself when they brought me down.What kind of husband is Suho?Psh.He's just a fake husband.

I was the loser right now.

I was the one who's hurt.

But here I am again,trying to endure the pain.

But I just can't.

Look,Hyerin's a fake.I told Suho but he never listened to me.I might say nonsense things sometimes but it doesn't mean I'm saying a lie everytime.

Why is it always my fault?

Did I do something wrong?

I buried myself under my pillow.
Today will end.Tomorrow will be a new day for me.

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I woke up..I looked at the window.The sun had risen and the sky was just bright as ever.

I feel like crying again but I forced myself not to.

I went outside and I saw Luhan cooking something.He seems so good in cooking,I envy him.

Yah!Don't you remember what day is it today?-Luhan

What day?-me

He showed me a cake that says 'Happy Birthday'.OMO OMO

IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?!-me

What?-Luhan

I started singing like I'm attending one of those children's party.

YAH!YAH!YAH!-Luhan

Why are you mad?-me

Isn't it obvious?-Luhan

You don't have any gift?Aww...Sorry Luhan~-me

It's not that!First of all,you totally forgot my birthday.My birthday is done 2 months ago!I'll be celebrating it next year again!Second,IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!How can you forget it?-Luhan

I opened my phone.

Today is my birthday?I thought it was done?

AISH...WHAT AM I THINKING?!

I saw the date.I saw it clearly.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!YAY!-me

I started dancing around.

Yah.Let's eat first!-Luhan

We ate 1/4 of the cake.

It was yummy~

Yah..How about your practice?-me

Our dance choreographer has some things to settle with the president.I also heard that he will change the dance steps.-Luhan

Really?Can we go to your dorm?-me

They don't even know that it's your birthday!Besides,they are sleeping.They are very tired since they watched a lot of movies last night when they knew we will have this 1 day break.-Luhan

Seriously?This was an unexpected surprise.Too sad..I can't visit their dorm.

LUHAN'S POV

Actually,EXO wasn't really tired.I just want to spend my day with Chorong.

Since it's your birthday,I will treat you!Because I'm your...-Luhan

OPPA!-Chorong

Good.-Me

I was happy for Chorong since she looked happy.

If she's happy and then I'm happy.