He's my husband ♥

Chapter 30 His Call

CHORONG'S POV 8:00 p.m.
I'm here in the apartment,waiting for Bomi.Her trainer loves her so much that she can't let go of Bomi.I'm bored here...It's useless watching TV because it's in Japanese.So boring.I already checked my Twitter and Instagram.

I just went to our closet.I arranged my clothes.I'm a clean person *ehem ehem*
I'm arranging my jewelry box.I have lots of necklaces and rings.These are given by mom.She always gives me those necklace and bracelets every birthday.I put them in my jewelry box.I treasure these sooooo much!

Suddenly someone called.Eyyy...Must be Luhan.

I answered the call.I saw the name of Suho.
Wait....Did I just accept his call?!NOOOOO!

(Ummm...you ca-)

[What do you want Chorong?!You already hurted Hyerin's feelings by telling me that she's just using me!Then you'll tell her that she's a fake?!That she doesn't deserve me?!]

I kept quiet.I did not even say those things!But why is it hard for me to stand up for myself?Why am I always quiet?Why do I cry?Why can't I face Suho?!

Maybe I should fight for myself.I should not rely on Luhan anymore.

(So you don't believe me?!)

[Why will I believe you?!]

(I did not tell Hyerin directly that she's a fake!Can't you understand what I'm doing?!I'm trying to protect you from getting hurt!I just wanna help!)

[I don't need your help!I never asked or wanted it!You're not even helping the situation!What happened to your past,huh?You must be a spoiled child that's why you act like that!Nobody wants your help!!]

A lot of tears flooded my cheeks.Am I that bad?Why me?Always me?Why is Suho hating me so much?Why can't he trust me?

(Don't judge my past.You don't know anything about it.You don't even have a clue of what happened.What kind of man are you?!You're a man with no respect!!)

[You started everything so it's not my fault!Don't fight with me as if you can stand up for yourself!You don't know how I feel after being insulted.]

I wanna be alone.Alone where no one can see me.I just wanna cry out everything..

(Are you contented?I'm already in Japan!I'm already far away from my loved ones!ARE YOU HAPPY SEEING ME HURT LIKE THIS?!IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?!YOU'RE SO LUCKY BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS!THEY CARE FOR YOU A LOT!YOU HAD A NICE CHILDHOOD!

HAPPY NOW?!)

[Don't speak like that!]

I ended the call.It hurts me so much.
I just wanna have a good time with him.
But I never had the chance.

I took the ring I bought in the night market.
I kept holding it.Should I throw it?Is it useless?

Maybe I shouldn't.I know that Suho will realize things.He will.

I kept crying until...I saw Bomi.

Unnie....Sorry but I heard your conversation..I wanna help.You can let out all your feelings to me!-Bomi

Thank You Bomi!-me

Besides,may I know who hurted your heart like this?-Bomi

It's actually..............my husband.CUBE allowed since the company we're talking about is a BIG company.-me

What is his name?-Bomi

Suho.Kim Junmyon.-me

WHA-~Bomi

You're right.He's from EXO.-me

But...why did he break your heart.-me

He doesn't want to believe me.He has a girlfriend.Her name is Hyerin.I told him that Hyerin is just using him.I really heard Hyerin say it when she was talking to a friend.Suho was really mad at me.-me

I know how you feel,unnie.-Bomi

I don't know why I care for him even though I know I'll get hurt!I don't know why I'm being a fool,begging him!I don't know why I always think of him.............
I'm afraid Bomi.-me

Afraid of what??-Bomi

I think I'm starting to have feelings for him.-me

Bomi was in a shock.I don't know how to react.

I'm sad.

I guess this is just only one sided love.
I like him.He likes Hyerin,not me.

AISH.I pity myself.