A Journey that change's everything

Ch 14: Little redson

(BTW THE ART AIN'T MINE OR FROM MY FRIEND SHE JUST FOUND IT ON TIKTOK and that's what little Redson/baby redson that held the samadhi fire looks like)
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MKS POV: It felt like 1 second went by and all of the sudden we were right outside of the healing room I squeezed Mei's hand tight "You can do this Mk." "I know... just nervous... I didn't even know they had a healing room." I let my grip loosen on Mei's hand as she laughed "I know right!" Mei giggled I smiled and took a big breath in then out "Okay I'm ready..." "okay then monkie man the door nob is right there!" She reassured me giving me a supporting smile I put my hand on the door nob and twisted it as the door opened we entered shortly after

REDSONS POV: I slowly began to regain consciousness, opening my eyes "the hell?..." everything was dark an empty void of nothing I slowly sat up and looked around more "what is this? Were am i!?" I panicked I hated the dark I guess it was caused by some of my trama I don't want to get into details about that... I quickly got up and started running around trying to find a way out "Were can i find an exit!?, A-am I dreaming!?!" "Redson Hello-" "AAAAAAHHHH!!!" I burst into a ball of fire and started sending waves of fire in every direction in fear "W-WHO'S THERE SHOW YOURSELF!" I demanded trying to look brave like a prince was supposed to instead of scared "Hehe!" A small shadow formed from behind me I quickly turned around in a panic to see... my younger self?... "Okay... this must be the weirdest dream I've ever had." I quickly put out my fist that was a flame and calmed down my hair so I wouldn't burn the little guy "Umm hi past me..." "Little Redson." "Wha-" "little Redson call me that. "Umm okay... little Redson.. I have a question for you! WERE THE HELL AM I?!?" I questioned angrily looking at the smaller being "PFFFFTT PLEASE YOUR ASKING ME?! Your just dreaming!! Nothing to bad right?" Little Red smirked "uh yeah I guess so... but why are you talking to me like if this wasn't a dream..." "Well like I said nothing to bad but..." "but what? Just spit it out I don't got all day." "Oh come you even said it your self a little joke never hurts anyone! I'm just here to help you..." His whole body turned into fire and he disappeared into it "OH GOD I KNEW I HAD THE SAMADHI FIRE BUT THIS IS JUST CRUEL... HEY YOU OKAY IN THERE LITTLE REDSON?..." no awnser "little Redson... HEY CALM DOWN ARE YOU OKA-" A huge wave of fire exploded upwards... though it wasn't fire anymore the fire had transformed into my... my father I looked at him with fear "YOU LITTLE traitor YOU BRAT I'M IN DENIAL THAT YOU COULD BE SO USELESS THAT YOU END UP HELPING THE ENEMY?!!" Father scolded making me flinch "wh-what no! I just-" "JUST WHAT DON'T PLAY DUMB WITH ME!!!" He ran towards me and punched me it didn't hurt since this was a dream... I think but it still scared me and hurt me emotionally, I fell to the floor roughly "YOUR SO USELESS AND UNGRATEFUL, NO ONE IS EVER GONNA LOVE YOU!!" I felt my heart shatter I knew this was fake and I knew he couldn't hurt me but for some reason my brain thought otherwise, dream father kept yelling painful things he would normally say to me as I felt tears rush to my eyes, i felt my hair start to spark "stop..." i stood up, standing up right in front of him "YOU WERE NEVER GOOD ENOUGH!" He continued to say more painful stuff before I just lashed out "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Father stopped and looked at me with pure anger "YOU ARE THE WORST FATHER EVER!! I FREED YOU! I TRYED TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME!! I TRYED TO MAKE YOU A ARMY OF BULL CLONES SO YOU COULD ATLEAST BE SATISFIED WITH ME!! but I'm just not good enough for you.... you know all I ever wanted was a Father who cares about me, a Father who didn't hit me or punch me that later on ended up becoming scars, I want a father who doesn't tell me to kill myself, a father who wasn't LAZY, SELFISH, RUDE, AND WHO WASN'T A MEAN OLD SLOB LIKE YOU!! I WANTED TO BE JUST LIKE YOU BUT NOW I SEE YOUR A MONSTER!!! A TRUE PEASANT THAT IS POISON AND THAT ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF!" I screamed with angry tears rolling down my face I would have never said that to my real Father but this was different and it felt... good "HAHA bravo BRAVO!!" Once again there was a huge flame but soon it became past me- I mean little Redson this was a confusing concept "You stood up for yourself nice! But can you handle a little more?..." He had an evil grin on his face "You certainly have a lot of tears on your face." "Well duh! You just brought up my FATHER the cause of most of my problems!! Why?!" His evil grin grew "weellll we both have the same thoughts I can see stuff that has happened to you and well your trama looks really fun to play with!" "What...no NO DON'T!" Little Redson turned into me, it was an exact replica of me "Did you really think you could help someone did you really think that you were different from your father?! HA don't make me laugh!!" Those words felt like weights on my back "I-im not like him! I'm different!.. I-" "Oh do you care about those peasants? Do they care about you!? I mean look at us who would care!?" he laughed doing a posing "I mean look at your bruise is not getting better and your hip is broken and yet you helped that ANNOYING, INSUFFERABLE NOODLE BOY with his bruise even though yours is worse AND to makes things worse your HELPING HIM even though he has done nothing but embarrass you in front of your father and make you look weak!! You put that dumb Mks need before yours like when he vented to you, you have been though so much more than he has!! You haven't eaten in like 5 days, Your under way to much stress and pressure over that fact that you'll never be good enough for ANYONE, you keep getting in everyone's way AND to top it all of you have abusive parents even if you can never admit it they treat you like shit and most likely they don't love you and you can never admit to yourself because that's the closest thing you have to love." I didn't know what to say in return it felt like a Iorn ball hit me in the face "I... I-" I had tears streaming down my face I felt fire start to form around me "Oh and let's not forget YOUR A GAY FREAK A TRUE MONSTER DO YOU THINK ANYONE WOULD LOVE YOU IF YOU TOLD THEM THAT!?!" I squeezed my eyes shut hearing those words i clenched my fist to pervent me from shaking this wasn't a dream it was a nightmare a terrible one that had me wishing I would wake up already "Heeyyyy that's got me thinking what about tha-" "SHUT UP!!!!" I cryed grabbing my hair and pulling it as my fire started to circle around me growing more and more "I kn-ow everyone hate m-me I know i have abusive p-parents i have -hic- these ugly scars t-to remind me! I-I know I haven't ea -hic- ten in 5 days, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!...-hic- NOBODY DOES! EVERY DAY IS A NIGHTMARE FOR ME!! WAKE UP, GET DRESSED, WORK, GET BEATEN UP, GET YELLED AT, PASS OUT, WAKE UP, WORK! MY FATHER IS THE WORST IF I COULD TELL HIM THAT I WOULD I REALLY WOULD DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES HE HAS YELLED AT ME FOR ASKING A SIMPLE QUESTION?! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT ARE YOU HAPPY?! DID YOU GET WHAT YOU WANTED OUT OF ME!! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR BECAUSE... BECAUSE IT'S ALL TRUE!!!" I fell to the floor shaking, tears gushing down my face and my fire had completely indulging me, my whole body everything was fire I was a ball of fire and when I realized that I started to panic I never let my flames completely take over me it was normally just some of my body and most of my hair you want to know why? BECAUSE I'M FUCKING SCARED!!! I know that doesn't make sense but I have a fear that my powers may consume me or even melt me away so i instantly begain to have a meltdown I started screaming in fear, I tryed to calm down but i was too scared I realized this instantly and begain to sob and cry louder trying even harder to control my fire but I couldn't I heard little Redson laughing like if he knew this and... PLANED FOR THIS TO HAPPEN